Right Now- Sequel to SOML

End... and goodbyes...

Luke's POV

Louis and the other lads decided to take Darcy out for some ice cream while I call a girl. You know the blonde from the other night. I was with Harry and Michael. I opened the door to Cher's house and what I saw made my blood boil. "What the fuck is going on here", Harry yelled dropping a bag of McDonald's. Zayn pulled out and I was still on the table giggling. I started playing with my hair. "Haha there's to of you Harry", I hiccuped. I sat up and brushed the hair out of my face. I felt loopy and sore in my lower region. I kept giggled. I slid off the table and fell on my ass. "Cher", Zayn whispered. He was holding his junk so no one could see. I reached over and found an undrinked beer on the floor. I cracked it open and chugged half. "Alright that's enough, you're drunk off your ass and don't know what you're doing"", Harry screamed. Luke stormed over and slapped the beer out of my hand. It flew and spilt on the floor. "What the fuck, you cheating bitch", he yelled. I laughed in his face. I stood up, "You're the one to talk, you filthy dick. Running off with some ugly, flat chested, blonde slut. Eat shit", I yelled in his face. His face went pale. "So you did this to get bacl at him", Harry yelled pointing to our naked selfs. I grabbed Luke's hoodie and slipped it on. "Nah, I needed a pick me up, Zayn was there. He's a good kisser, and I guess drinking turns me on", I said shrugging my shoulders. Zayn left to his room and I was left with Harry, Luke, and a shocked Michael. "That's what you get for cheating Lukey, night everyone", Michael said going to the guest room. "How could you cheat on me Luke, what happened to us", I cried finally breaking down. He laughed at me, "You're old news, I got bored, we only did it twice. You were clingy, and annoying. Honestly no one wants you around. I'm suprised all the hate hasn't drove you to kill yourself yet. Shame too, now you know my dirty little secret. I fucked her on the side after the first week we happened. Besides you're damaged goods, and don't deserve love", Luke said. Tears streamed down my cheeks. "Hey man, that wasn't necessary, you're being a dick", Harry said putting a hand on his shoulder. Luke pulled off and walked away and into the guest room with Michael. "Cher, he was just-", Harry started, but I cut him off. "Don't, just save it, I've been put through hell my whole life. I don't need this", I cried. His eyes were sympathetic. He tried to grab my hand but I pulled away. "Yea the fans call me names all the time like whore and slut. And constantly beg for my death Harry. What I did tonight is just the icing on the cake. I had sex with Zayn, not just anything. We did it on my bed, in the shower, and on that table. I am ashamed enough damnit, he drove me to drink, to snap. I need to be alone", I whimpered. He lowered his head and I walked away. I made it to my room and slammed my door shut and locked it. I dialed Louis number. "Hey, it's Cher, I'm not feeling well, when you get home can you just put her to bed for me in her room. I'm not well at the moment. Thank you Lou, love you, bye", I said. I walked to the bathroom and grabbed my razor. I then pulled out my photo book and looked at my past. I am pathetic, a slut, whore, worthless. I should die. I opened the liquor and grabbed my sleeping pills off the night stand. I cut my wrists multiple times. The blood dripped everywhere. I was numb. I picked up my hand mirror. I wasn't me, I didn't recognize myself. My hair was is different places, my eyes were smeared. I had mascara lines running down my face from crying. I set the mirror down and shoved the whole bottle of pills into my mouth and drinking almost half the bottle of liquor. I started crying again and getting dizzy. This is it, I'm giving up. I grabbed a pen and sratch paper. ——'Harry, take care of our baby girl, tell her that I will always love her. We all had our ups and downs. The best part of my life was bringing Darcy into this world. I'm done being sad. Don't let anything happen to her and make sure she is loved. I hope she will grow strong and meet someone good to her when she is all grown up. I am leaving her my neckless with the music note. All of my belongings go to her when she is of age. I leave her to you and will always watch over you two... I love you both. Tell the other bye for me, and that I love them too. Even Luke, and Zayn and the rest. Goodbye... <3 Cher'. I took off my necklace and placed it with the note on the drawer next to my bed. I got settled and felt my heart pace slow down. I was losing air. I knew it was the end. "Bye", I whispered. Then darkness consumed me.