Right Now- Sequel to SOML

Changing my mind and quality time

Cher's POV
I ran to my room and into my closet. I don't know what I was doing anymore. I literally was fucking around with Zayn on my kitchen table. I can't believe Luke would cheat on me. I sat down on the floor of my closet and I heard a little voice. "Mommy", it said. I opened the door and grabbed her and sat her in my lap. "Yes baby girl", I said hugging her trying to fight back tears. She hugged me back with her small frame. "I wuv you", she whispered. I couldn't take it, I just wrote a suicide note and said my goodbye and blacked out. I couldn't leave my baby girl. She needs a mom and I love her too much. "I love you too love, now lets go out and rent your favorite movie", I suggested trying to reach out to her. She looked thrilled, I held my two year old in my arms and carried her down stairs. All the boys were arguing and talking on the couch. I snuck past them and slipped on Darcy's coat and shoes. I grabbed my car keys and wallet and opened the front door then it squeaking really loud. "Where the hell are you going", Luke asked angrily. I turned around. "Watch your language punk. And by the way I'm cutting you off", I said. He looked shocked and at loss for words. Harry stood up and shoved Luke out of the way. "Where are you taking our daughter Cher", he asked already getting mad. "None of your business Harry. And if you didn't notice, she's always been my baby, my life. I took care of her. Not you ok. You shouldn't question me got it. Now bye", I huffed stepping outside and puking out all the pills and  slamming the door. It was kind of cold out so I rushed to the car and slipped Darcy into her car seat. She clapped her hands. "Yay, movie", she cheered in a baby voice. I giggled, "We can get snackies as well love. And hmmm how about two movies", I said excited. She cheered and squirmed in her seat. I drove away down the road and a couple streets down to the Rent a DVD place. I parked the car and grabbed Darcy and entered the place. The cool air from inside blasted my face as we entered. Darcy pointed out which section to check out. I'm glad this place is empty because I really don't want to be swarmed at the moment by fans. I mean l love them, but I want my daughter to feel safe. She grabbed frozen off the shelf and she pointed to another. "That one mommy", she squeeled. I picked up Nightmare Before Christmas. I gave her a puzzled look. "Love, this is movie. Are you sure, don't you think it'll be a little scary", I told her. She's two and acts more like a five year old to me. But I know this movie isn't scary to me, but she's barely a toddler. She nodded, "Yuppy. Looks cool", she said. Ok, I've seen it before. Not too bad for her. I had her hold the movies so my one free hand could grab a bag of flamin hot cheetos. I also grabbed licorice and a pre-packaged bag of popcorn. "Ok love bug, let's go home", I cheered. I went to pay and handed the man up front a 10 and then left. I carried her to the car and strapped her in and we drove home. I checked the driveway and Luke's car was gone and so was Louis'. "Bloody he'll", I whispered to myself. I parked my car and carried. Darcy inside. Harry's car was still here. I opened the door and set Darcy down on the couch. I put my wallet and keys on the kitchen counter. It was quiet. I grabbed our junk food and went to put on Frozen. I opened the cheetos and set it in front of Darcy and she ate away. The red powder covering her face and hands. I laughed and sat down next to her on the ground. She sat between my legs fixated with the movie and eating her red crisps. "Hahns is a jerky", she huffed at the end of the movie. We sat there and time flew by and the movie finished. She was getting sleepy. I picked her up and turned off the telly. I carried her to the bathroom and washed her hands and face. I opened the door to her room and changed her into her nightie. I set her down and tucked her in and kissed her cheek. "Goodnight baby", I whispered. "Nightie mommy", she said back. I smiled.