Right Now- Sequel to SOML

Darcy, Zayn?, and Carrots

Cher's POV

I slowly fluttered my eyes open. I was on top of someone. It was Harry. I giggled at the recent things we did. We were both clearly naked still but I was fine with that. I snuggled closer to him and kissed his cheek. I sawhim smirk in his sleep. "You cheeky bastard", I giggled. He opened his eyes and smiled half asleep. He pulled me closer and smelled my hair. Haha that weirdo. I tried getting up. I was about to get up but he put his arms around me. "Where are you going babe", he said in the most sexy sleepy voice. I turned to him. "I want to take a shower to clean off all the sex", I laughed. I got up. I sprang across the room and into my bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was a mess. My hair was all tangled and wild and my makeup was all smeared. I had a fasle lash sticking to my forehead. My red lipstick was a mess. I giggled and cleaned my face. I then jumped in the shower and turned the water to warm, because I was kinda chilly. Once I was settled I started untangling my nest. I started singing a song I thought of in my head. It was something I was writing, but I have been saving it for the right time. I hummed the tune. Then I sang my heart out.

"Lonely, lonely, so you think that you know me. You're the only one who knows who I am. I decided tonight that I'm wasting, to much thought on the art of perfection. Couldn't be that easy, to let it all go. Everything you see that glitters. Isn't always gold. Everything you think is perfect, isn't always so. Many times, many times. I wouldn't let my feelings show. You know I'm just human, human", I belted. "That was beautiful kitten", Harry said. I jumped back. Then I poked my head from the shower curtain. "Damnit Jarry, thanks. What are you doing in here"? I yelled. He pushed himself off the counter. "I wanted to take a shower with you. And I also heard you singing too. Plus the door was unlocked", he smirked. My cheeks flushed. "Can I join you", he pleaded. I laughed. "Come on curly", I said.

-later-

Louis POV

Damn, Harry's been in Cher's room for over 4 hours. They must be really going at it. I propped myself from the couch and went to her refrigerator. I peeked my head in. "NOOOOOO", I screamed like a girl. All the guys shot up and ran in. "What's wrong mate", Liam panted. I turned my head to him in horror. I put my hand to my mouth for a dramatic effect. "Cher doesn't have... carrots", I said. "I must tell kevin", I announced. They all gave me a look. "Really Louis? Not everyone is going to have a shit ton of carrots", Zayn huffed. I looked at him in disgust. "Then we must get some", I said happily. Liam sighed. "I'll take you to get some then, come on Niall you're coming too. Maybe you'll stop complaining about food", Liam said fatherly. I jumped up with pure joy. "Yes, SUPERMAN", I yelled. We then grabbed the keys and made our way out, leaving Zayn to watch tv.

Harry's POV

Cher is so amazing. I love her with all my heart and I love my baby Darcy too. After we finished showering, Cher put on some pj's and went to Darcy's room to check on her. I slowly followed her in her room. Cher was cradling her in her arms so delicately. I smiled st my girls. I walked in. "Cher how old is Darcy"? I asked curious. Cher looked up at me. "She's a year old now actually", she told me. I smiled and Cher let me hold her. Then we went down stairs with Darcy in my arms.

Cher's POV

Me, Harry, and Darcy made our way down stairs. I looked around and saw only Zayn was here. "Where's the others"? I asked. He glanced over. "They went to get carrots", he stated. I laughed and made my way to the kitchen. I went to the fridge and got out our chinese food. I put it in the microwave after. I then turned to Harry."I'll take her", I said. He carefully put my squirming child in my arms. I walked over to her high chair and set her down. I then started putting on her bib. She giggled. "Mama", she squeaked. My eyes watered and I giggled. "Harry, she called me mama", I hollered. She never spoke before. I was so happy. I turned to him. He was on the phone. I scrunched my brows because the person on the other end was yelling. I listened to him. "Look Simon, I'm sorry. This is my new family. I understand there could be problems, but I love them. Fine I'll come right now", he quickly hung up. He looked pissed. He looked at me. "I'm sorry babe, I have to talk to management. I will get back soon", he said. He pecked my lips and kissed Darcy's forehead then grabbed his coat and left. "Well that was so sudden", I said aloud. I went back to Darcy, "now lets feed you baby girl", I cooed. I went to the microwave because my food was done. Then I went to the cupboard and grabbed a jar of baby food; squash. I sat down on the table and popped the jar open and started feeding her. I smiled as she ate because she was so adorable. Then I heard a voice. "That should be our kid. That should be our bond. This should be our love. I never forgot us", The voice said. My eyes widened and I dropped the spoon I was feeding Darcy with. I turned my head and Zayn was behind me. "What", I whispered. I was scared. I got up and was face to face with him. He grabbed my hands. "Why did you pick him and not me. I still love you. We had that Cher. Don't you remember how we first met. I never bullied you like he did all your life. We shared wonderful moments. I gave you my love, emotionally and physically. I cared for you. Sure we had our ups and downs. But we worked passed them. You just left me out of nowhere, for him. You broke my heart Cher. You took my heart, and it wasn't meant to be that way. Please say you love me. I need you. I want you. I miss you baby", Zayn said as he poured his heart out to me. I was at loss for words. I remembered all our good times, our love. But I have Harry now. My eyes were wattering. I broke him, but he broke me. I moved on. But I had that deep inside me. That love for Zayn, my Zayn. But I have a baby now. I created life with someone else. I fell in love with Harry. I will always love Harry, but Zayn has that one special place inside me. I will forever love Harry with all my heart. But there's one spot that will somehow yearn for Zayn. I blinked. "I'm so sorry. I do remember all our times together. You showed me what love is. You stole my heart, and it wasn't yours to just take. I didn't mean to hurt you. I just somehow fell in love with Harry, my bully. He's the father of my baby. It's not like I forgot our times. There's still fresh in my memory. I DON'T want you to love me ,fall out of love. I can't give you the love you want. I gave it all to Harry. I'm so sorry, but deep down there's that one tiny part of me that is still beating for you. I can never push those feelings away. To be honest, yes you were my first love. You showed me everything, and for that I am thankful. Please, stop", I said. Tears were streaming down his face. And now I started crying. I went and picked my baby up and tried leaving. Zayn stopped me, and cupped my face, "You're asking me the impossible. I also will have forever have apart of my heart that belongs to you. I can never fall out of love with you. Please, give me a chance. I need you. I was yours first. He took you away, and I love you", he whispered. He then did the unthinkable. He kissed me. And I felt the sparks all over again, the one's I don't feel heavily with Harry. I knew this was wrong. I let the tears stream down my face. Then I pushed him away with one hand while holding Darcy. "Why are you pushing me away", he cried. I looked down. "This is not right, I'm sorry. I'm with Harry, I could never do this to him", I whispered. Zayn pulled my chin up. "Maybe he'll know what it feels like when he was the one that intruded on you and me", he snarled. I closed my eyes. I am being a major hypocrite right now. "I'm sorry", I said. Then I ran to my room and locked the door and layed with Darcy and walloed in my thoughts. I didn't want to choose right? I have Harry. But Zayn? I'm such an emotional wreck...