Right Now- Sequel to SOML

Telling the guys about my last.

Cher's POV

I woke up with a major headache. I felt week and drained and my eyes went wide, "Darcy", I yelled. I felt around me and she wasn't there. I jumped out of what seemed to be Luke's bunk. I ran to my own and I pushed the curtain aside. I felt instant relief. I saw Darcy sleep in Luke's arms. I let out a breath. And I shut the curtain. I looked around, I think the others are asleep. I walked slowly to the make shift kitchen and grabbed a bottle of asprin. I shoved two in my mouth and dry swallowed them. I then sat on the sofa and sat down, I ran a hand through my hair and silently cried. I examined my hands. I think someone cleaned me up, but I saw gauze around both. Why did I every agree to be with Harry? Why did he bully me when we were kids? Why does Zayn still love me? Why do I always get hurt? I put my hands to my face and cried, I mean he hurt my new friends and I put them in danger. He almost killed Michael. He was going to kidnap me and my baby. I felt a dip in the couch and an arm being wrapped around me, "Cher, look at me", I heard I think Ashton say. I took my hands off my face, and I met his eyes. "Has he always been violent with you", he asked. I wiped my face and nodded my head. He pulled me in a hug and rubbed my back. "Ashton, I'm so sorry, for everything", I whispered to him. He pulled away, "Don't be sorry for something that wasn't your fault, that asshole deserves to rot for ever hitting a girl, especially someone amazing like you", he said pushing a strand of hair behind my ear. I smiled and he grabbed my hands, "Can I"?, he said carefully. I nodded, he unwrapped my hands and I almost fainted from the sight. I looked up at him and tears fell down his face. "Holyshit Cher, are you ok"?, I heard someone say. I turned my head and Michael, Calum, and Luke (holding Darcy), were now standing infront of the sofa. Ashton softly ran his fingers over my knuckles and I winced at the touch, he pulled away. "I'm sorry babe. I remember bandaging you up, how did this happen, you and Harry"?, Luke asked sadly. I looked up. "I think we should all sit, I promise I'll tell you guys everything", I said barely over a whisper. They all nodded and we formed a circle on the floor, me clearly having a hard time from being in pain. Michael helped me and we were finally ready. Luke placed Darcy down and Calum put her in his lap and played with her hair. They all waited for me. I wiped my face one last time. "So me and Harry met when we were in junior high. I was a rebel and a fighter. I was with my foster dad, and he was abusive let me tell you. And Harry and his friends, you know Liam, Louis, and Niall bullied me. For no reason at all, Harry seemed to love to see me in pain. During that time I had my friend Rochelle, she was my rock. I thought I only had her, but then this mysterious bad boy came into the picture, and we soon found a liking to one another, so we dated. And that guy was Zayn. Well, when we were still dating, I revealed the truth about Harry's current slut. And he had the whole school watch as he beat me up, and then it turns out I was right. Then me and her fought. Harry apologized for the many years of torment and bullying. The other lads apologized as well. I didn't trust him, but I accepted the thought. So all five of us tried rekindling our friendship again, because we all use to be buddies before they turned on me. Anyways me and Zayn were still dating and I fell in love with him, it was a mistake, but I don't regret it. Later that month we decided to go to the xfactor. I thought it would be fun, but I was wrong. Zayn broke my heart when he denied he had a girlfriend. And then we broke up, because he thought I cheated on him with Harry. I cried my eyes out, because Zayn acted like I was no big deal, he treated me like shit after and was awful. Skipping ahead it turns out that Harry, Louis, liam, and Niall were all at the xfactor. So running in with them was ok. But it made it even worse for me and Zayn. So I decided to try to move on, Harry and I got really close and we became a thing. Then before I knew it, Zayn snapped, went insane. Fast forward I fought him off. I thought I could be strong, and somewhere after Harry and I had sex. That same week, Zayn got jealous, so he dragged me into his room, and forced me to have sex with him. Basically he raped me and I almost killed him. We got into a big fight and I was drowning him in the bathtub. I almost killed him, but I didn't. Later, Zayn threatened to hurt me if I said he raped me. So he purposely dropped hints that I 'cheated'. So, Harry started treating me bad again. I then found out I got voted off the show. I decided to leave without telling the lads. Plus I found out I was pregnant, and I was pretty sure it was Harry's. I left and I got a taxi, Harry found me and I told him the news. Then I shut him out. He pounded on the door, crying saying sorry all that bull. I sorta ran from my problems and I left without contact. I started my career. Then boom, Harry is back in my life. Then I run away again, because he rather be with a Kardashian bitch. I moved to California, I gave birth to Darcy, and I settle in and let my friend Rochelle live in my old place. I remember going into the studio, and they magically showed up. So I was pulled back in. I got back together with that prick Harry, then to soon have Zayn confess his love for me. Then Harry got mad, we fought physically. I couldn't take it, so I packed whatever I could. I took Darcy and left. I stopped at the gas station, and then you guys come in", I said finishing my life story pretty much. All the guys looked deep in thought, "Damn Cher, I feel your pain. We're here for you, and we will never take advantage of you like Zayn did", Michael whispered with tears in his eyes. All the guys were upset.