Right Now- Sequel to SOML

Untitled Part 10

Cher's POV

The 5sos boys have started touring with one direction, so I decided to leave. But Luke convinced me to stay. I could stay on the 5sos tour bus and not come in contact with Harry. I had body guards that will protect me if they weren't there. Darcy had finally finished learning how to walk, and she can say few words. I decided to change my appearance. I dyed my hair brown to blonde ombre. I wear green contacts when I'm in public and I always carry maze with me. It's been a month in and I know Harry will pull something. Luke and I got close and I feel like he will protect me. I actually kinda love him. We are a thing, we haven't made it official. I threw on some black leggings and my floral crop top. My hair was already curled from earlier, so I had it down. I put on my black high heels. I grabbed Darcy and held her on my side and I grabbed my purse. I decided to go to Starbucks. All my guys were in the 1D bus. I crept outside and I had a brace on my right hand from punching glass. I still had a big bruise on my face near the side of my head. I decided to walk since it was right around the corner. It only took me like 3 minutes. And Darcy was singing some song.I loved this girl. I finally made it inside and there was no one here. Thank goodness, some peace and quiet. I went to the cashier and ordered a double chocolate chip frap. The cashier guy looked up at me, "Wait, are you Cher Lloyd"?, he asked excitedly. I cringed, "Yes, I am. Please don't scream or anything. I kinda don't want to be mobbed", I giggled. He nodded and made my drink. And there was also a cookie. "It's on the house, for that cutey", he cooed. I thanked him and sat down with Darcy in a chair next to me in the booth. I handed her the really large sugar cookie. She giggled and clapped her hands. I smiled and let her at it. I pulled out my phone and I heard the door open to the place. I felt someone sit infront of me. I looked up and my breath hitched and I moved Darcy close to me. "Why are you sitting here"?, I said scared yet coldly. "I miss you. I miss my daughter, and I can't stand being away from the love of my life", Harry said. He looked like he hasn't slept in a while. He looked sad and broken. I felt sorry for him. "Harry you know why I can't be with you", I whispered. He looked as if he'd been holding in his feelings. Tears rolled down face. I honestly still have feelings for this asshole. I still have feelings for Zayn as well. But Luke and I have this commitment to him. I rubbed my forehead. I picked up Darcy. She didn't bite her cookie yet. She looked so adorable holding a big ass cookie. I picked her up and held her towards Harry. He looked shocked. "You're right, she is our daughter. It isn't ok for me to keep her away from her daddy", I whispered. He whiped his face and grabbed her and held her close. He kissed her head and bounced her on his knee. She clapped her hands. She turned around and hugged onto him. "I mwiss yew Dadda", she cried. My eyes watered. I am a horrible person, my poor baby hadn't seen him in a while. He craddled her. He kissed her forehead, "I missed you so much sweet heart. But daddy hurt mommy so he had to go away for a while. But no matter what, I will always love the two of you", he cooed whiping her tear stained cheeks. She leaned forward. "Momma cwies all the time when we go to sweep. She says stwuff about. Kwilling hersewlf", Darcy managed to say finally taking a bite of her cookie. My eyes were wide and I stood up immediately. How does she know that. She barely started talking a month ago. Harry looked shocked as well. I leaned over and was going to pick her up, but Harry grabbed my hands. I looked at him. "Is that true Cher Bear. I didn't mean for anything to happen. Please don't do it, I love you", he whispered. I pulled away, "So what if I do. It's my life and I that's just how I feel. I just can't believe Darcy said that", I huffed picking her small body up. I walked out to my car and drove away back to the 5sos bus. I made it back when it got dark and I knew Luke and the others would worry. I was just skipping up the steps and I heard a voice, "Goodnight love", Zayn said. I snapped my head around, "You too", I sqeaked. I opened the door and layed my baby Darcy on the couch and I fell on the floor and tried sleeping. A couple moments later I felt strong arms lift me up and carry me. I opened my eyes and I was focused on Luke. "Hey love, that floor didn't look so comfy. How about you sleep with me", he said lustfully. I put a smirk on my face, "Well, everyone is gone somewhere, so lets make the most of it", I whispered. He threw me in the bunk and I landed on my back. He crawled on top of me and ripped my crop top off leaving me in my skirt and lace bra. "You're so beautiful", he whispered. I smiled and he carefully pulled off my skirt. I had black lace undergarments. Soon enough we were both naked and lets just say that bunks are really small. I don't even remember half of it, but I remember both of us falling asleep. I was on top of him and he was underneath me. We eventually woke up in the morning to the curtain being pulled open and snickers and laughs occurred. Both of us opened our eyes to see Michael, Calum, amd Ashton. "Guys get out of here", Luke barked throwing a pillow. They laughed and closed the curtain.."We're all going to McDonalds for breakfast, so get ready", Ashton said. I rolled my eyes. Why must these boys invade my privacy. I climbed off Luke and I out of the bunk and went to mine. I changed into my floral skirt and white crop top. I put on my cream heels and applied some makeup. I tied my hair into a ponytail and went to the couch and grabbed Darcy. Michael, Ashton, and Calum were playing with her. "Let's go",I said. I grabbed Darcy and placed her in her car seat. I started the car and drove to McDonald's. I stopped in the parking lot and turned off the car. "Mowwy, can I get a hapwy mweal"?, she asked. I smiled and turned around, "Of course baby girl, just hold on", I said. I checked my phone because it was dinging like crazy on my way here. I opened my twitter and my inbox was blowing up with notifications. I clicked on the first one.