The unexpected love of a fangirl and the idol

Part 18

Bang chan pov

I made my way to my room and to the bathroom. I splashed some cold water on my face . It helps in removing some anxiety. Tomorrow might be the end for my career and I'm ready to take anything. I hope y/n doesn't know about the article but I can feel my gut telling me she might have already found out.

I wanted to talk to her and explain the situation but I couldn't. I took a glance at the clock and it is already 12'o clock. I need to get some sleep. There is gonna be a press meeting tomorrow morning at eleven and yes I'm gonna confess that the allegations are true.

And the most daring thing I'm going to do is propose to her . I know it is too early but I know she is my everything and she is the only person who can make me feel myself . As my parents are also urging me to marry and I think this is the right time . Maybe it won't be like a propose .

Y/n pov

As I reached my house . I quickened my steps and rushed into my room without seeking attention from my family . I saw them laughing and enjoying a show in the living room . My heart broke. How are they gonna react to this . Adrenaline rushed through my body at once .

I entered my room and settled myself at the corner of the room hugging my legs close to my chest. I can feel my eyes getting heavy second by second. My chest felt hard like a rock . My breathing was unstable. I felt like a maniac.

Guilt lurked over me and I couldn't stop blaming myself. "All because of me" I muttered as constant sobs escaped my mouth . I lowered my head and let all my emotions out .

Next morning
Y/n pov

I woke up with a head ache and found myself on the floor . Images of last night flashed through my head. I turned to look at the clock and it is already 9:30 am . I'm late . And my mind gave me a sudden alarm about what will happen at the office. I walked into the shower shoving my clothes aside .

The cold water ran down my spine giving me chills of pain and guilty. I heard a knock on my door and it was my mom . " y/n ? Don't you have work today ?" She questioned. "I got myself a day mom" I shouted. There was silence for a few seconds and then I heard a faint 'okay' .

I hoped out of the shower and got dressed into yoga pants and a sweatshirt. My stomach grumbled with hunger . I hadn't had anything since yesterday night . I went downstairs and into the kitchen . I saw a note on the refrigerator and it read .

I'm going out for groceries , will be back by lunchtime. Breakfast in the fridge.

~mom~

I smiled at the note and grabbed my breakfast . I ate half of it and left to my room . I made myself comfortable in bed and went into my thoughts. My mind was full of questions . How am gonna handle this ? What if I fail ? My face went pale at the thought. I heard my phone buzz and it was grace . I left a deep sigh and answered it .

"Y/n!!" She shouted which is like a surprised statement. "Yes grace our relationship is exposed" I said calmly. "I'm not talking about that !" She shouted again . "Then what are you talking about ?" I asked confused. "Chan is doing a press conference. It is about you guys !".

My mind went blank and numb . I processed the words one by one and swallowed a huge lump . "What are you talking grace ?" I asked shocked . " Switch on the TV and watch it by yourself" . I immediately turned on the TV and searched for it . Soon my eyes landed on a nervous person . He was standing in front of a bunch of reporters.

My breath hitched at his condition. I cut off the call when grace is blabbering something which I couldn't understand. I gave my full attention towards the person in the TV . Small beats of sweat formed on my forehead. He opened his mouth to speak "Hello everyone, I gathered you all here for a big update in my life ." He stated . Each second my heart beat skyrocketed.