Bitter

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tw : a little bit smut idk –

Jimin's pov —

"jungkook-ah, go faster"
" Ah- hmmm"
"You're fucking me so well"

I heard them moaning from the room next to me. I covered my ears in order to block the sounds. I curled into the fetal position and started crying. I couldn't fall asleep like this. I can't even tell them to stop. What if they think I'm a nosy and jealous ?

I tossed and turned. Hoping the sounds to fade away. But the more the clock on the wall ticked, the more impatient I became, and the more it pricked my heart.

I eventually decided to take a night walk and wait outside for them to finish their business or whatever.
I wore my coat and shoes and went downstairs. I opened the front door and took a look upstairs. I couldn't clear my mind. I took a deep breath and closed the door right away. My warm tears fall on my face while cold air brushed on my face. I ran, as fast as I could to nowhere.

After a few minutes my legs gave up and my thoughts slowed down. I stopped at a park and sat on the bench to catch my breath.
The more I tried to clear my thoughts, the more jungkook and yugeom took over my mind.

Suddenly I felt a raindrop on my cheek. I looked up and more drops began to fall. The weather worsened. It soon Rained heavily.

Shit. I don't know how much I ran. It would probably take 15 minutes to reach home and I'd be completely drenched. I sighed and accepted my fate and ran towards home. When I was waiting to cross the road , a taxi slowed down and stopped right next to me. I felt a bit uncomfortable so I walked away from the taxi. Then I heard a voice from behind me. It was a well known voice of someone I wasn't expecting to meet here.

"Jiminie" his eyes met mine and I froze in my place , was it really him?

"Why are you here, Taehyung? Where were u for the past 2 years?" I snapped at him.

"I will explain everything babe. First tell me what are u doing here this hour in the rain?"

"I came here to take a walk"

" When did you come to Seoul? Weren't you in the states?" He lifted his eyebrows and

"The moment you disappeared without a trace Tae."
I stared at him with resent ,
"don't you think you owe me an explanation?"

"Let's go get a place to speak,..please"
He held the umbrella upon my head so I don't get drenched.

"I don't understand Tae" I pushed his hand that was wrapped around me a while ago and walked away, "Do u think you people can leave at any time you want , and come back any moment you please"
Without a conscious thought warm tears ran down my eyes.

He kept walking towards me with the umbrella , sheltering me from the rain. "Jimin-ah, please we need to talk" he pleaded.

"Take me somewhere quiet, I need some shots of alcohol to forget some things that happened this night" I said looking away from his gaze.

He walked me to his car holding me carefully. Then he started driving.

"Where are u taking me?" I said barely being audible.

"To bring us drinks" he said keeping his eyes on the road. "Do you want to drink in the car or somewhere else?"

"I want to sit beside the Han river" my eyes wandering everywhere except those pair of eyes.

He just hummed in response and smiled.

— 3 hours later —

Jungkook's pov

I woke up at midnight to the ringing of the bell. I wondered who the fuck could be here at midnight? Whoever is was couldn't wait till tomorrow morning. I got up from the comfort of my bed in annoyance, yugeom was still sleeping peacefully beside me. He must be really tired.

The ringing intensified. I let out a quick "coming" and ran to open the front door.

As soon as I opened the door, I saw jimin and another guy. Jimin was completely wasted and was leaning on the guys arms, barely awake.

"Did we reach there Tae?" His voice tipsy and barely understandable.

"Yes bae we're here"

Bae? Jimin has a boyfriend. I felt a lump on the throat and a pain in my stomach as if someone punched me right there.

The Tae guy looked at me questioningly and entered the house hurriedly. I felt a sudden urge in me to say something.

" Where do you think you're going?"

"Oh sorry I don't know where his room is" he said quite annoyingly.

"Let him be. I can take him back" I assured him with a serious face.

"No, as his boyfriend it's my duty. You don't need to worry about him dude"

Okay now it was getting serious. This guy was getting on my nerves now.
I took hold of jimin and pushed Tae's arms away.

"I said I can take care of him now. I'm his best friend and I even if you're his boyfriend or the president, I won't allow you to enter his room. It's for his safety." I was shooting daggers into his eyes now.

"Fine, tell him to text me in the morning" he clenched his jaw and quinted his eyes at me.

"Kiss my ass" I send him off and closed the door quickly.

I gazed at the boy who was now lying in my arms , sleeping ever so peacefully. Has he been always this beautiful? I tucked the strands of hair resting on his face to the back of his ears. I grazed his lips with my finger and a desire arose in me.

The more I tried to suppress it the more it took control of me. I picked him in bridal style and took him to his room.

I tucked him into the bed and sat down beside him. It was impossible to look away from him now. There were a lot of questions in my head right now.

He went out at this hour and got home drunk with a guy who is apparently his boyfriend. Arrows just pierced my heart in two. Had he been annoyed by the moans from my room? I felt something so strong. Was it guilt?

I ran my hand through his hair and looked at his lips. I might regret something later but right now I can't deny that I wasn't feeling something for him now. I leaned toward his face and took once last look before closing the space between us , my lips on him and his on mine. It was so soft and sweet and intoxicating. I hoped it would last forever, because maybe even it's my first kiss with him, it might as well be my last. I know it was so wrong in so many ways, but I needed him right now.

"Jungkookie" I froze in my place, my lips were still on his. He slowly opened his mouth "This is such a good dream" he smiled to himself.

My mind was on overdrive now. My heart was beating so fast it felt like it would explode any time soon. "I love you so much gguk" he started sobbing as he kept talking in his sleep.

I laid down beside him on his bed and hugged him tightly.

"Don't worry love , I'm not going anywhere"

I forgot when I felt this peaceful as I'm feeling Right now holding him in my arms. I won't ever let him go now. My mind felt heavy thinking about the mess that I, now have to solve but jimin's soft snores Melted Everything away. Soon I drifted to sleep, feeling as light as a cloud.

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