Way Back To You || Jikook FF

Never leave me

Jungkook's pov

I felt my hands trembling on the staircase as I approached jimin's room. What was I going to say? Doesn't matter. I needed to confess my feelings right away.

I knocked at his door and as expected there was no response. That was his way of showing anger.
"jimin it's me jungkook. Please open the door. Are you there? Jimin?"

I waited until the doorknob turned and revealed his petite figure, ruffled hair, red eyes, I suppose from crying.
"Ji-jimin" I cupped his face and brought my hands to wipe his tears away but he caught my hand Midway and shoved them away.

Don't do this anymore jimin. Or else I wouldn't be able to say it.

"Why?" he tried to close the door.

"Wait.. just a few minutes. I beg a few minutes worth your time."

He gestured me to start.

"First can I come in?"

He shifted his weight from leaning on the door and let his gaurd down. With another nod I stepped inside his room. A warm fuzzy feeling , I felt embracing me.

I was about to speak when jimin closed the door behind me and looked at me with crazy eyes. That..I thought was the end of me. Is this gonna be a murder scene?

"What will I ever do with you jungkook?"

I had no time to adjust nor process the next moment. He wrapped his hands around my shoulders and sat me on the bed and kissed me,..a little to rough, too desperate. This was the third time. And there I was thinking whether the first one had been the last, oof.

He broke the kiss and slowly his hands reached my chest. He grabbed the shirt and pulled me towards him, so that I could face him face to face.

"I'm sorry for the kiss. But this is the last one I'm taking before you say something I couldn't accept , that could possibly tear me apart." He grabbed the shirt tighter making it difficult for me to breathe. "Can't I take my last gift from you gguk?"

He moved his lips on mine. It was driving me crazy. I slipped my hand under his shirt and wrapped my hands around his small waist. The room was dead silent with only sounds of lips crashing and silent tears and sniffs. It went on until we couldn't breath anymore.

"Jimin" I panted, hands on my thighs.

He curled on the bed and kept sniffing. I pulled him to sit on the bed and steadied him. "Listen please."

"Go away please"

I will not. Not until I confess.

"Jimi-"

"Why wouldn't you leave me alone? I already fucking hate it that I made our lives more complicated. The more you stay with me, the more it will drive me crazy. I couldn't take it anymore jungkook. I can't move on."

I closed my eyes and took a breath.
"You think I can? After you left Seoul, all I had been able think is you. Maybe it was regret then. But now, it's not. I love you..jimin. I fucking hate it too that i can't resist you anymore. I have never loved yugeom the way I love you. I want to hug you and kiss you and hold you tight. I would never leave you again. But... I guess you dont anymore."

I love you , there I said it..alas.

"Shut up" he ran towards me and hit my chest and snuggled there.

I wrapped my hands around him. "You drive me crazy when you kiss me"

He chuckled, half crying "Are we together?"

"Yes we are" I embraced him tighter.

"Do you love me?" I asked.

He nodded. I felt tears staining my shirt. I laughed softly. The entire night we slept holding each other. Tonight we won't let anything break us apart. Anything else can be sorted out tomorrow. Today, the most important thing was to be together..for each other.

A/n : sorry this one is a bit short. I ran out of ideas and emotional scenes are hard to write. Anyways, Love y'all <3. Pls vote and comment , it encourages me to write more. I love y'all 💜