Jisungs pov
The two of us wandered into the house " ah...home sweet home" I inhaled the familiar scent as I closed the door behind me.
" hello? Who is there?"
" you said they weren't home" minho whispered
" I was wrong , get in there" I shoved him into the empty cupboard which was right beside the door " its just me ,grandma"
" jisung, what are you doing here?" She walked through " we told you what would happen if you didnt go to school, and you're not even trying!"
I am trying, I'm trying so fucking hard. Why can't you see that? You old fashioned simple minded bitch. " sorry " I mumbled
" no, you arent trying hard enough anymore sung. Your grades are going down, you're lazy, you wont even get up and make yourself breakfast. I have to do it for you, and when I bring it you dont eat it anyway " groaned the older
" I'm not trying?" I spat " I've been trying for sixteen years"
" and I've been trying for sixty four." Grandma replied
" YOUR PARENTS DIDNT DIE WHEN YOU WERE ELEVEN YEARS OLD" I screamed , suddenly I felt a hand slap my face.
" how dare you raise your voice at me" she spoke harshly
I felt my eyes well with tears at the stinging feeling in my cheek "s-sorry grandma" I sniffled
I felt a hand touch my shoulder from behind
" how dare you say shit like that to him when you have no idea what hes gone through " I heard minhos voice and calmed down "cmon ji"
He took my hand and walked past grandma, bumping shoulders with her as he walked frustatedly " stupid old lady" he grumbled
Soon enough we made it to my room and locked the door behind us
" are you ok?" Minho asked , caressing my cheek slightly
" yeah... just stings" I replied
My grandma has never liked minho, so I'd probably be in major trouble soon enough. But I didn't care she didnt know he was the only thing keeping me alive.
" I'm sorry, we should've just stayed out" I half mumbled
" na, we cant do things we used to do out in the park" minho smiled
He opened his arms widley, I immediately understood like I had been doing it for everyday up until this point.
I gave him a genuine smile before jumping into his arms, wrapping my legs around his waist while he secured his arms around me so I didn't fall.
" hi sungie" he giggled whilst looking up at me
" hi minnie " I replied with the same amount of happiness in my voice.
He spun around and began walked to my bed, back in the day everytime I hurt myself or didn't eat, he would do this walk me to my bed and cuddle me until I felt better. It didn't always do the trick but it was better than crying alone.
" there we are baby" he smiled as he flopped us down, another thing. Whenever we cuddled like this he would use every pet name under the sun, he said it was to 'make me feel worthy and loved' and it did. He knew how to make my heart flutter and how to make me forget about all the bad things in life.
That's why I love him but I still think he doesn't see me the same. Just like last year.
I snuggled closer into him and wrapped my arms around him tightly.
" you're so adorable when you're cuddly" he cooed making me blush " I've missed this, making you feel ok again."
" I missed it to" I spoke, for some reason feeling the need to cry "I missed you so much, I'm so sorry if I ever made you uncomfortable and drove you away, I'm so sorry that I've been a burden and I'm so so so sorry ive wasted your ti- HEY! Minnhehehehe" I felt his hands tickle my sides ,but my arms were stuck beneath him meaning I couldn't pull them down to defend myself
" none of that " he spoke, while I still laughed like crazy " we come here to forget the bad things, not apologise over nonsense. I told you why I left, I should be the one apologising and I have. So keep your pretty mouth shut so I can shower you with affection "
" ok- OK!" he started at my hips "yOU CAn StoP noW!" I shook my head
He continued for a whole minute leaving me completely out of breath by the time he finally pulled his hands away
" punishment for apologising to much for stuff you didnt do " he said
" never again " I panted " that was hell"
" yeah yeah" he snickered " now calm down so I can love you back to happiness "
" o-ok" I nodded , re gaining my breath so we could cuddle properly and peacefully.
