If Only (Kakashi X Oc) - Part 1

Chakra Points

3 Months Later - 5 October year 1

After the major power up, I changed my routine drastically. Now, my shadow clones literally lived in the library and they were mostly done with the civilian side and was half way through the shinobi. They transformed into animals during closing time an infiltrated the library to continue reading. I have 4 permanent blood clones - Yui, Kai, Tai who worked during the day cause I need money to buy things from the system and at night they train in Taijutsu, Genjutsu and Fuinjutsu. The last blood clone Yuki stays permanently on the island to meditate. I also sent a few shadow clones in animal form throughout the town to spy on the ninja training and the different clans.

As for me I kept the same routine, in the morning I do the physical exercise, meditate  and do some chakra control exercises - the leaf, tree climbing and water walking. Though I'm still struggling with it, I'm slowly improving. I now use 50 Kg weights, and in the afternoon I train in Shunshin and Substitution jutsu. I am getting better since I'm no longer head butting into a tree/rock or building though it's far from coming close to the elites in the anime. I also tried to keep my sharingan on for the longest amount I could since I needed to get use to them. As for weapon training, I think I am going to postpone it since I have no weapon and no money to buy some right now.

Island noon

"Should I start or wait for my chakra level to increase... But it HAS quite increased.... Let's just do it. I doubt it would be that difficult since it's only 64 chakra point over 360 ."

I was currently looking at a drawing my shadow clone copied from a basic chakra control book. It showed the main points where chakra flow throughout the body. It was quite simple to unblock those points, I already have 24 unblocked due to my constant chakra movement. I sat in lotus position and concentrated on the points showed from the drawing. I'll start from my feet upward and will do the head and heart last. Just in case. I concentrate and start to unblock them (A/N: Like in those cultivation manhwa) 

Five Hours Later

I smell so bad right now. All those unknown body waste was leaving my body and I had finally reached the ones in my head and heart. I slowly moved the chackra along the chakra vein up my neck towards my head. And I immediately felt like my brain was melting. Like someone was drilling holes through my skull and my eyes were being pull out of their sockets. I was so close to fainting and had to use all my strength to keep myself awake. After 30 minutes of suffering, I felt like my head was floating or something like that. There was a hot liquid flowing down the sides of my face and I'm sure If I opened my eyes, my clothes were soaking in blood right now. Now I moved the chakra towards my heart; You see I never suffered from any heart disease, or hyperventilate but if I had to guess that was how I was feeling right now. My heart was pounding and I felt like my skin was on fire. I could no longer keep my concentration and open my eyes. There was steam rising from my skin! Freaking steam! I curled on myself and I was sure my skull was being hit with a baseball bat. 

I suddenly vomited blood.

A large amount of blood! Blood was still coming out of my eyes and ears. I think I just lost 1 liter of blood. Ugh, maybe I was too rash, I didn't think it would hurt this much! They never showed this in the anime. Then again the Hyugas are the only ones who use chakra points. Maybe they had an easier way T_T

System: "User is recommended to increase their HP level"

Damm system I also know I'm losing health point rapidly. I think I am losing 1 HP each second. I tried to buy Health pills I found from the shop, last time.... but too late.

"... To think I'll die before I could even accomplish something," I said sadly coughing blood. I didn't know my small body could contain this much blood. "I couldn't even talk with Kakashi... I wanted to help him... To be friends... or more."＞︿＜

Ugh... I can't keep my eyes open.... At least I am dying under the starlight I guess... I could barely breathe, my lungs were most likely being filled with my blood. Just when I was about to lose consciousness, I heard the system saying something but everything was too blurry and the sound felt so far away.

Unconscious

System: "User's heath is below recommended level.  Emergency help activated. "

While this was happening, Sora felt like she were floating in a river but everything felt so peaceful around her. Even the smell was so nice. Like when you wake up during holidays to the smell and sound of rain with coffee being prepared. The atmosphere was so comfortable like nothing bad never happened to her. Like when you were a kid hiding in your mom's embrace after a nightmare... She felt so... At peace?

Slowly Sora opened their eyes and tried to sit up. She noticed that she looked like how she was back on Earth. The scenery around her changed quickly and she was now at some kitchen island in a house. She looked around and there was this soft rain you could hear in the background. It front of her was someone who was apparently cooking something. She tried to call out this person but no matter how hard she tried, her voice didn't come out not even a speck of sound could be heard. She tried to make a noise, any noise with her hands or feet but it was like she was stuck on her seat and each time she tried to move, the rain became harsher with thunder and lightning approaching.

The person in front of her who was definitely a guy from his silhouette but he was blurry, it was as if her eyes refused to focus on him. She couldn't; didn't know who that could be but the longer she observed him, the more she felt as if she didn't want to go. Like this was where she always belonged.

After what felt like forever, the blurry man turned towards her with a cup of coffee in hand. She took the coffee from him and the man was saying something, but she couldn't understand. She couldn't hear him. She felt the man's hand on her cheek. He caressed her gently and that's when she realized she was crying. But... She couldn't understand why?... Who's this man? What was he saying? Why was she crying? She tried to stop but it was as if she could no longer control her body. The man slowly approached her; their nose touching and lips barely apart. He was about to kiss her when there was a huge thunder and lightning.

Surprised, she moved away and looked towards the sound. When she turned back to look at the man it was too late. The man had disappeared and the scenery had changed again and she felt as if a part of her soul has been ripped apart not seeing the man. Like their was this huge hole inside of her and the only sound echoing was her sad whimpers and tears.