The night was colder than Mikasa has ever felt. She was sitting by the snow-covered stairs outside the Headquarters. The contrast of whiteness and darkness makes her feel lonelier and sadder. Without Eren, she felt like there's nothing this world can offer to her. Armin's becoming sturdier than before. Soon, even Armin won't be needing Mikasa's protection at all. Soon, she will be like an obsolete 3DMG.
It has been months since Eren was eaten by Historia. Mikasa couldn't fathom the cannibal method to transfer the power to another. Why can't they just took the Coordinate power and left Eren alone and alive and furious without any Titan power. She couldn't process and accept why things are happening the way they are and why does Eren have to die. She was in her deep thought that she didn't realized that there were tears again in her eyes.
"You shouldn't stay here outside." The voice was more familiar by now. Before, it will make her face scrunched and her fist tightened in a ball. Recently though, this very voice soothed her and made her relaxed for a bit. That bit of a minute was heaven for Mikasa. That bit of a minute she forgot the world is cruel, very cruel.
"I know." She answered while wiping away the tears that keeps falling on her reddened cheeks. She was about to hide her face in the safety of Eren's red scarf when she felt the hand on her shoulder. The hands that means comfort and salvation. The hands which knew that she was not supposed to cry.
"Tch." With that sound, Mikasa realized that the hand knew she's been crying again. The hand grabbed her shoulder towards its owner. Towards the ever warm chest and heart which beats in synchronization with hers.
"Levi." That's all it took for Mikasa to hold on to his shoulders and cry like there will be no tomorrow. She cried a river. She cried and howled, unashamed. She is the Protégé to the Humanity's Strongest yet here she is. Crying. It was a long time before Mikasa could gather herself and calm her nerves. All this time, though, Levi's hands enveloped her in a cocoon of warmth and safety.
"I'm sorry." Mikasa said against his chest.
"What are you sorry for?" He was baffled.
"I again ruined your shirt." She said in her tiny voice. When with Levi, she pretends that she's still in that far away cottage.
"That's okay as long as you wash it yourself." Levi tightened her embrace and kissed the crown of Mikasa's head. This gesture, however, shocked Mikasa. She stilled inside Levi's arms. It was highly unusual for it to happen. She have been the touched and embraced by Levi but it was never this... intimate. "I want to see your face."
Mikasa looked up to face Levi. Her nose an inch away from his. Her heart thrummed faster and her cheeks felt a little hotter. Levi intently gazes into Mikasa's dark eyes. Unknowingly, he is moving his face down to Mikasa's red chapped lips.
The kiss was brief and unsure. Mikasa even stepped back a little. However, when she looked at Levi to see what the kiss did to him, Mikasa was surprised to see desire and pain in his face. And at that same moment she knew she wanted to take away the pain and leave the desire and sustain its fire. So she kissed him back with fervent of a broken struggling animal. Her stomach tightened, her mind cloudy and her lips wanted more. Unconsciously, her hand travelled to his hair and pulled him closer.
Levi's hands cupped Mikasa's delicate face. He kissed her like he was breathing her life back. But he wanted more. There was always not enough when it comes to Mikasa. As she pulled him closer, he goaded her to open her mouth and finally entwined his tongue to hers. When the sensation hit her Mikasa let out a hungry moan. That moan fueled Levi, he wanted to give her peacefulness and heaven.
His hands went down from her face to her shoulders to her arms, painstakingly slow and light and feathery despite the jacket she's on.
Mikasa grabbed Levi by his nape as if they could be more closer and could be fused into one. Mikasa thanked whoever is responsible for not being in their gear suit because when Levi's hand went inside her blouse, his rough cold hands against her warm soft skin, she knew that she was ready for the offer he is giving her. And she will gladly accept it with what's left of her heart and hoped Levi could make it whole again.
Levi cupped Mikasa breast, feeling the goosebumps caused by his cold hands. When he pinched her hardened nipple, Mikasa arched her back and broke the kiss. Levi continued to knead her breast while staring her in the eyes, promising for a less lonelier future. Levi shifted in his seat on the staircase landing and brought Mikasa on his lap. He kissed her jaw and neck while deftly unbuttoning her blouse. She shivered when the wind blew but Levi sucked gently on her nipple that Mikasa isnt sure if the wind did make her shiver. A loud moan escaped from Mikasa while she scratched Levi's undercut stubbles. Not a minute passed when she felt something hard against her thigh. Oh its length excites Mikasa. She grind on Levi's lap that made him stop sucking and groan loudly. Just like in battlefield, she saw an opportunity in Levi's distraction and grab hold of his hardened manhood. Her innocent hand rubbed Levi back and forth until was hard as stone. Heavy breathing was the only sound they heard.
"Do you know what are you doing?" Levi asked in a restrained voice.
"Yes. And I want it. I want you." Mikasa answered in her most solemn voice.
Levi's mouth flinched as to say something but decided otherwise. He then kissed Mikasa with his tongue while his hands travelled upward from her knees. Slowly, savoring and intoxicating. His hand landed on her sex and rubbed against the dampen panties. A louder and longer moan from Mikasa made Levi to continue on his task and skillfully inserted a finger on her very damp hole. It hurt a little but Mikasa knew there could be more. "Levi. Another. " between moans she managed to say that she could handle more. So levi inserted another finger and thrust deeply into her. She cried in pleasure while Levi's finger twirled inside while sliding it in and out. All this time their eyes never left from each other.
Mikasa started to rock back and forth in rhythm to Levi's long fingers. She can't believe she's fucking Levi's finger. Her mouth opened into an O then shut her eyes when she came undone. When mikasa opened her eyes, she saw Levi sucking one of his fingers.
"Suck." He gave her the other finger that went inside of her and she sucked and tasted what her flavor is. "You taste so sweet, Mikasa." It's as if on cue her stomach and lower part of it tightened. Asking for more. Without even voicing her need, Levi lowered Mikasa on his length. Slowly but painfully she managed the whole size of Levi. She pumped slowly but kept up the pace when his shaft inside her felt more comfortable. It was slow, sure and full of emotions that when they were done, they lay limp and panting and feeling whole again.
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Rivamika Short Stories
FanfictionRivamika series of independent & short stories. (A failed attempt to join the Rivamika Week)
