LIES

Chapter 15

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The next morning I immediately put my suit on. I feel a little nervous and guilty. "What the fuck am I doing." I think to myself. I facepalm. "Everything alright in there?" I hear a deep voice say. I turn to look. It's Koa. "Fuck, I feel even more guilty now that I see him, he doesn't deserve this. And it doesn't make it any better that it's his fucking 'evil' brother!" My thoughts quickly yell at me. I shake the thought away. "I don't fucking want anything to do with Zion." I quickly reassure myself with before telling Koa that I'm 'okay'. "It's nothing don't worry." I tell Koa. He gives me a concerned look before leaving. "Remember that I love you, Myra." He softly states as he leaves. "Don't fucking say that to me." My thoughts whisper to me. I take a deep breath. I look back at myself in the mirror. "Myra." I whisper to my reflection. I think back about my mother's backstory. I look down. "It's okay to like someone you're not supposed to." I whisper underneath my breath. This is something my mother would tell me, I wish I could visit her grave right now.

After a few moments I look back at my reflection. "We won't express these feelings, and so they will fade." I tell myself. I get myself together. I sigh before I leave.

Immediately as we arrive back I go to Zion but I pull my dagger up to not raise any suspicion. I see a smirk forming on his face. "Well hello." Zion comments. "I'm not here to fight." I whisper. He frowns his eyebrows. "That's not what this looks like." He adds. I roll my eyes. I look around and push him behind the nearest building. "What the fuck!" He screams. He touches his arm as he lands. "I want to talk." I state. He frowns his eyebrows and moves his head sideways. I notice his hand covered in blood. "Oh fuck did I slice u?" I yell. He laughs. "Sliced like pizza." He jokes. I go to heal him. "No, that would raise suspicion you know." He jokingly comments as he grabs my arm to stop me. "Right." I mumble. I sit down next to him and put my dagger back in my pouch.

Theres a brief moment of silence. "What did you want to talk about..?" He softly says. I sigh. "Don't think weirdly or anything but I don't know what to do right now." I start. "I beg you pardon?" He adds. I laugh out of nervousness. "Well.." I start. He frowns his eyebrows. "What?" He shouts. "How would you tell someone if you've lost feelings." I quickly ask. My cheeks go flaming red. I just asked an enemy this, what the fuck. He quickly let's out a small laugh. "Koa?" He jokes. I look down. "Just answer." I demand. "Well, I'd be honest and tell them." He tells me. "How do I do this without.." I try to say but he puts his finger on my mouth to shush me. "It'll hurt him anyways." He comments. I look down.

A few moments later I stand up. "Sorry for this." I quickly say. He smirks and stands up. "Always knew u had a thing for me." He states. I blush. I laugh. "In your dreams." I joke as I leave.

As I return to where everyone else is someone yells "Better luck next time." To my surprise it's Lilith. I turn my head as she disappears in the mist.

POV Zion

As Lilith makes us teleport I realise something.

I like Myra.

Fuck. I like Myra.

This wasn't how it's was supposed to go.

Fuck.

How could I screw up the plan so bad.

Shit.

Myra..

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