"Buzz kill." Nikki mumbled, earning a snicker from Erin.
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Two days later, Erin found out exactly why Nikki had been so distant.
"Nikki, what the hell were you thinking?!" Erin cried, sitting on the bed, her hands shaking as she looked up at her boyfriend with pained eyes.
"I'm sorry, okay?!" He argued. "I just– I just wanted an escape!" He explained.
"So was it?"
"What?"
"Was heroin a good escape for you?" Erin asked, tears cascading down her cheeks.
Nikki just stared. "Yeah. It kinda was." He said coldly.
Erin felt her heart slightly tear. "What were you escaping?" She asked.
"Everything and everyone." He simply said.
"Everyone?"
"Everyone."
Erin sat there, her heart ripping at the seams. "Okay."
Nikki looked at her. Then it fit inside his drug-filled head. "Erin, I didn't mean you–"
"How can I believe that, Nikki?" She asked, holding in a sob.
"Because I love you." He shakily said, a lump growing in his throat.
She looked at him. "Do you?"
At that very moment, Nikki felt his eyes sting, a single tear running down his cheek. He cried. For the first time since he was three years old. That day his father left. Sure, he whined, but he didn't cry.
"I really do, Erin." He whispered. "And I'm sorry that I have to rely on some stupid drug." Erin's heart was on its last string. "And I'm so, so sorry that I can't be the perfect boy you deserve." He croaked out. That was it. Erin's heart ripped in half.
Suddenly, the news channel that was playing on the TV flipped to a new story.
Vince Neil and Razzle got in an accident...
Thanks for reading? Also sorry for shaking up the story to Razzle's death! I just wanted to change it up a bit.
Also R.I.P. Razz. :,(
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❦︎ 𝐃𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔┊Nikki Sixx ❦︎
Fanfic- ', Dose of You ꒱ ↷ ⇢ ˗ˏˋ Erin Lee was just a 19 year old woman working at a minimum wage diner. Her brother was a drummer who formed a band. But Erin's eye was caught by his bassist, Nikki Sixx. ☄. *. ⋆ This story is not based on real life! There...
