❦︎ 𝐃𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔┊Nikki Sixx ❦︎

- Lost -

Erin sat in bed with Nikki, balled up in his lap. He carefully held her, resting his head on hers.

"Erin? Can we talk now?" He asked, gently lifting her head to face him. "You don't have to." He reassured, his green eyes soft and loving.

"Yeah. We can talk." She said, putting on her best smile. He nodded and moved her off of his lap and right in front of him. "So... I.." she took a deep breath. "I was just using the bathroom like a human being and I..." Her voice weakened. "There was- blood in my underwear." She told him, her eyes filling with tears again.

"So you got your period? That's good. You haven't had it for awhile and now everything is fine, right?-" He mumbled. But Erin didn't nod, she didn't smile. "Right, Erin?" He asked.

"Nikki...I took a pregnancy test last night while you were asleep because I was worried. I mean, I didn't have my cycle for three months. And... It.. it was positive." She said, tears running down her cheeks. "Nikki, I... I had a miscarriage..." She cried, a feeling of nausea washing over her at the thought.

Nikki's heart stopped beating for a moment. He had given this girl a baby, and then they lost it. He wasn't even there for her when she found out. "Baby, I'm so sorry..." He muttered, wrapping his arms around her, pulling her closer. She cried into his chest, clinging onto him tightly. "It's going to be okay, Erin." He said calmly, his eyes tearing up at the very idea of losing a child.

"Nikki, I was going to tell you.." She mumbled quietly.

"Tell me what?" He asked.

"That I was pregnant. But then I got scared that you wouldn't want the baby, so I waited too long. And now there's... nothing." She said numbly.

Nikki sighed. "You don't think I'd want the baby?"

"I mean, we're only dating, and you're so busy." She quietly explained.

Nikki felt bad that she thought that way. "Baby... I actually.. I actually wouldn't mind having a kid with you." He smiled.

"Really?-" She asked, looking up at him.

"Yeah. I mean- I don't know if I'll be the best dad, but I'll try." He chuckled softly.

"I'll keep that in mind next time you impregnate me." She joked, earning a soft laugh from her boyfriend. His eyes filled with the familiar look of 'sex please' that Erin knew too well. "Nikki, we gotta go downstairs and let the others know everything's fine." She said, dismissing the look.

"But–"

"Nope. You can keep it in your pants today." She smiled, pecking his lips.

He tried to keep his lips against hers, trying to convince her on sex. She pulled away with a knowing look. He furrowed his eyebrows and groaned. "How about later tonight?" He asked, raising his eyebrows with suggestion.

"Maybe, but right now I just want to watch a movie with everyone and relax."

"Fine." He smiled, getting up and stretching, his shirt lifting up as he raised his arms, revealing his happy trail. And thanks to his baggy sweatpants, some of his pubes were revealed. "Helloo?" He said, waving his hand in the girls face to snap her out of it. "You alright?"

"Yeah. Just, uh, attracted to you." She shrugged, standing up.

"Are ya now?" He smirked, pulling her close, her hand resting on his t-shirt clad chest. He pressed his lips against hers again, passionately leaning into it. She traced shapes on his chest daintily, slowly moving her hand down his torso. He broke the kiss. "Okay, if you want to watch something with everyone, I'd get going before I can't control myself." He joked.

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