tommyinnit oneshot/prompts

"apology"

The content below is.......angsty!!!!

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He can't do this.

At least not anymore

He Feels  sick, he's feeling nausea,he has bags under his eyes displaying his lack of sleep

He tired.

He's tired of,everything

The least he can think of is an apology

...but guess what? He didn't even get that

Isn't it funny? The faith,my faith isn't it funny?

How I am the reason for all the trouble though they still need me to clean up their mess

Pfft,i just find it funny how they think,i don't notice

How they think I am an fool

An absolute dumbass

An child

But the thing is,am not

Am not an child,because surely no child went through as much as i went through? Surely children aren't suppose to be used as a soldier,surely children aren't supposed to be exiled from the place they supposedly call their home, surely kids don't almost starved to death,surely kids don't get beaten everyday to a bloody pulp for amusement

Aren't kids supposed to be loved?

Unconditionally so?

That's what he was suppose to belive,everyone was suppose to belive

But the last time he felt love-hell safe was.........when?

When was the last time he felt safe? Is he okay?

So that's why hes right now standing on grass

Near "paradise" wilburs burger van

All the material that wilbur told me to me bring and see from a far as Wilbur pat ranboo's back and hugs him

I know,i know it's not ranboo's fault,if anything he looks........awkward by it

But the... jealousy is there.......

Ranboo wasn't there for wil like he was! He wasn't there for wil! Hell! Ranboo joined after he died-

Calm down

But why does......he get an apology? And I......don't?

Why does nobody ever apologize to me?

Is this there means to tell me that I deserved it? That all that happened was good and that-

Deep breaths

Exile.

They think exile was a place for me to learns manners

And people do think that,they think that I've learned

Because to them it was just an six month vecation where i was though how to behave

All om the comments i get of

"Hey! You really changed from that snarky festy brat didn't you?"

Or the

"I am so glad that green teletuby did something good for saken!"

Or

"That green bastard really changed you huh? I might've exiled you myself if he didn't send on the "boys scout" of an vecation"