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Everything was shaking. The voices inside of his head were screaming louder than they had ever done before while everything else seemed to be going in slow motion.
His throat became dry and suddenly he found it hard to swallow.
He looked down on himself again.
A single tear run down his cheek.
"What have I become?" He chocked out.
He felt something- someone touch his shoulder tightly, trying to grab his attention.
He could see Ranboo and Tubbo talking to him but all he heard were muffles.
He opened his mouth to speak, to tell them that he couldn't hear them but nothing came out.
Tommy curled into a foetal position, shutting the entire world out.
His screams filled the room.
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“….there's more…” Ranboo hesitantly said after realizing that Tommy had managed to calm himself down a little bit.
Tommy immediately raised his head, giving his full attention to the boys in front of him.
“He uh-- he left us letters. Personal messages, you know, uh- him just saying goodbye to everyone. I got one, Tubbo got one, George and Sapnap got one but um…”
Tommy closed his eyes as he realized what Ranboo was trying to say.
He held down a whimper.
“I didn't get one, did I?” Tommy asked.
“I'm sorry Toms. We searched everywhere but we couldn't find anything.” Ranboo said genuinely.
“He did um- mention something about leaving you voicemails though. In my letter.” Tubbo said.
“He did?” Tommy question hopefully.
“Yeah, I would check my phone if I were you.”
Tommy quicky got up and opened his phone.
He cringed at the amount of missed calls and messages he had.
And then he saw it.
“He left me nine voicemails. They're all from different dates. Last one is from August tenth.”
Ranboo and Tubbo tensed at the mention of the date.
By their reactions, Tommy assumed that was the day Dream had done it.
He stared at his screen for a couple of seconds.
Then he shut off his phone.
“….are you not going to listen to them?” Ranboo asked.
Tommy shook his head.
“I- I don't know if I want to.”
“I get it. I still haven't read my letter.” Ranboo said.
“Do- do we know why he did it? I know his dad was…uh- to put it kindly, not the best person. Was it because of him? Or was it just….I don't know…something else?” Tommy asked.
“Yeah he…uh- his dad started being home more often and I think that took a toll on his mental health. We don't know exactly what his dad did, Dream never told us. We just knew that he was an asshole and that they didn't get along. I'm guessing you're the only one who knows about his family shit?” Tubbo asked.
Tommy nodded in response.
“Yeah, his- uh- his dad was neglectful and verbally abusive. Dream told me ages ago, I'm pretty sure George and Sap know too…you think that's why he did it? You think something happened with his dad?” Tommy asked.
“ I- uh- yeah kinda...” Tubbo said.
“Based on his letter, I think he got too overwhelmed wth whatever was happening at his house. And with trying to figure out how to find you. Plus, we were all so emotionally exhausted because we were trying to contact you and we were all stressed and worried and, well, you know how Dream is…” Tubbo continued.
“He tried to help everyone without even thinking about himself.”
“Him dealing with his dad along with stressing over you and trying to save everyone else put a lot of pressure on him.”
“He was bound to snap at some point.”
As Tubbo finished speaking, Tommy felt only one emotion running through his veins.
Guilt.
He took a big breath, trying to hold back his tears.
“Can- can you guys give me some space? I want to be alone right now.” Tommy said.
“….I mean, we could leave but are you sur-”
“Yes. Please.”
“….okay, if that's what you want. Just- just know that we're here for you. We're going to get through this. Together.”
Tommy nodded in response as Ranboo and Tubbo left.
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Tommy stared at the nine unheard voicemails.
He took a big breath before deciding to press play.
A beep was heard.
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And uh yea that's all! Why the cliffhanger? I seriously have no idea i do i did it to torture you and yea!
Tell me how was it! And yea! That's all!
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