the terrible faith pt-14

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Injoy!

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The sound of a phone being thrown against the wall was all that could be heard.

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“Are you sure you don't want me to come with you?” Tubbo asked.

“It’s okay, Tubbo. I'm a big man, I can handle this.”

“Okay…l'll be right here if you need me.”

Tommy nodded in response as he walked through the gate of the cemetery.

He walked down the stone paths, scanning the name of every gravestone.

Until he found it.

He walked towards it.

He closed his eyes, trying to process that this was actually happening.

That he was actually standing in front of Dream's grave.

He opened his eyes again, tears already slipping down his cheeks.

He took a shaky breath before sitting down.

Hi Dream.”

"- how've you been? How's the afterlife?”

“I'm- I'm sorry for missing your funeral.”

I didn't- I didn't know that- I'm just sorry. About everything.”

“It's been about two weeks since I found out about you.”

“It’s been hard. Really hard.”

“I don't know how to deal with this.”

“I don't know what to do.”

“I’m still hoping that this is some kind of sick joke.”

Please let this be a joke?”

“How am I supposed to do this without you?”

“How am I- how am I supposed to- I just- what about your future?”

“What about college? What about you and George? What about me?”

“Did you even think about what you were leaving behind?”

Who you were leaving behind?”

“How could you?”

Tommy cringed at himself.

“I'm sorry, I'm being selfish…I shouldn't have said that. I just-”

“I can't process the fact that you're not going to be here.”

“Who am I supposed to talk to now?”

“No one gets me like you do. And now you're gone. And I'm alone.” again

“You're not going to be here to watch me grow up.”

“You're not going to be here to watch me graduate and get into college and get a job.”

“You're not going to be here.”

“…”

“I miss you.”

“We all do.”

"I came here because Tubbo and Ranboo thought it would be a good idea. They said it would give me closure.”

“But I don't want closure.”

“I don't want to say goodbye.”

“I don't even know if I can say goodbye to you.”

I just want my brother back.”

Please come back.

“I keep searching for some kind of sign of your like, ghost or some shit like that.”

“I- I feel like a part of me died with you.”

“It hurts.”

Everything hurts so bad”

“You broke me.”

“You left me in pieces.”

“And I hate you for that.”

“I hate you.”

“I hate you so much.”

“You took away my friend. My brother.”

“Why did you do this to me?”

“And the voicemails! God, what the fuck were those?”

“Why did you send them to me? Why did you ask me for help? I was gone for two months! I couldn't help you!”

“Why didn't you call Sapnap? Or George? Or Ranboo? Or literally anyone else! Why did you call asking me for help when you knew that I wouldn't answer.”

“….”

“Everyone keeps telling me to give it time. That eventually I'll be able to let you go.”

“But they don't realize that you're part of me, I can't let you go.”

“I have so much that I want to tell you but I don't know how.”

“Its okay though, I'll tell you everything in person.”

“...I'll see you soon, Dream.”

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A real short chapter i know know but lipe i needed to get this chapter out like days before but... yea...
✨ tHiNgS ✨  happened

And what if leave you guys at this ending huh? Perhaps it'll truely be breaking for my lil sunflower

Just wonderlile a curious cat about what the fuck happened but neve quite getting the answer

Oooo it would be fun won't it? Emma especially late the chapter or even not make it? *Evil laugh* of you lil bufoons i have you wrapped around my fingers!

We'll see about the update now byeeeee

See you!! (Or not?)

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