Too much pressure (A creek love story)

Please stay with me

Tweek's POV:

Today's Friday. It's now been a week of mine and Craig's down-low dating. Honestly, not much has changed. Except we're holding hands 24/7 now. Maybe we've been more touchy in general.
I hug Craig a lot more. I'm physically closer to him than I usually am. I hold onto him all the time instead of just walking close, I'll hold his hand or sleeve. Stuff like that!

But today... I'm dreading today. I'm gonna learn if Craig wants to honestly date for good now.
WHAT IF I SCREWED UP SOMEHOW!?!
Aghhhh! I should've known I would've messed everything up! I should just stop trying!
I'm gonna just go into hiding and never talk to anyone ever again! So then I don't have to go through the hurt of Craig rejecting me and hating me forever!
OH MY GOD WHAT IF HE DIDN'T MEAN THAT CONFESSION!?! WHAT IF HE DOESN'T ACTUALLY LIKE ME! OH NO, OH NO, OH NO! EVERYTHING'S GOING BAD! THE DAYS HARDLY STARTED!!

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"AH! BEE!! ...u-uh... oh. Wait n-no, it's- AK! Just my phone." I said to myself. Sighing in relief that it was in fact NOT a bee trying to kill me.
I opened my phone, looking at the messages.

Space.Craig: hey, are you riding the bus today?

~TwitchyTweek~: ywah? Wjy??

Space.Craig: you're just late.

~twitchyTweek~: SGIT! CCOMJNG SPRRY! T^T

Space.Craig: it's ok, honey.

I grabbed my thermos with my coffee in it. Swung my backpack over my shoulder and literally ran out the door. While yes, I was panicking about the bus, I couldn't help but smile and want to giggle at Craig's pet name for me. It was so adorable and sweet. 'Honey'. I loved it! I could feel the butterflies in my stomach flutter and me get gitty.
I softly panted as I made it to the bus stop. The bus driver angrily yelling at Craig while he forced the door open til I got on the bus. As I ran onto the bus, Craig wore a very small smile that only I could see. He moved himself out of the way before going back to his normal blank face and flipping the bus driver off.

Craig pulled me to an empty seat. He sat down before pulling me to sit next to him. I shifted my body to get comfortable before taking Craig's hand in mine.

"Man, you should've seen her face. She was so pissed."
"G-GAH! I'm sorry m-man! I sh-should've h-hurried."
"Nah dude, it was hilarious."

"IT WAS SO FUNNY!"
"AK!! KENNY?"
"Sup."
"What th-the hell?"
"I just wanted to join a conversation, geez. I thought we were friends."
"We a-are!"
"Just not as close of friends as you and Craig?"
"W-well.. AGHHHHH! N-no BUT N-NOBODY IS A-AS CLOSE TO ME AS CR-CRAIG IS!!"
"Maybe that's because you love him!"

"Well, I love him too. So."
"Oh! Pffft hehehe. Not the kind of love I meant, Craig." Kenny awkwardly said with a chuckle before going back to being slouched in his seat. I felt Craig squeeze my hand as I flushed red and squeezed back.
Was my crush on Craig that obvious? I had never told Kenny anything about me liking Craig! Wait! Can I even call Craig my crush anymore? Since we're dating. Aghhhhh. Will we even keep dating? AGH WHAT IF HE LEAVES ME!?!

"Tweek."
"WHAT?"
"You're shaking. Are you ok?"
"N-NO, CRAIG!"
"Here. Let's talk about it once we get in school." Craig said. He took my hand and guided me to the front of the bus. Letting my hand go so I could put my hands on the railing on either side of my body. Securing that I wouldn't fall.
I got to the ground and grabbed Craig's sleeve as he walked to the entrance of the school. Before we could get inside, I purposefully tugged a bit on his sleeve to slow him down. But instead of slowing him down, it stopped him completely.

"Yes?"
"C-can... we talk a-about it... n-not in the school?"
"Sure." Craig started guiding me to the back of the school, me still hanging onto his hoodie-sleeve like a lost puppy.
Once we got back there, there weren't many people. The goth kids were back there but having an argument with the vamp kids about it being who's hang out spot. Which we stopped to stare at before one of the kids, I think his name's Michael, told us to 'fuck off' while calling us 'conformists'.
Craig glared and flipped them off then we walked a bit further. Finally where there was nobody else.

"What's up?"
"I- I just... AGHHHHH!"
"Honey, you can tell me anything."
"I KNOW THAT, DUDE! Just... god dammit, man."
"What is it? What's bothering you?" Craig asked, putting a hand on my shoulder. Which calmed me down a bit. But I was still worked up, my eyes gained tears as I started thinking about Craig leaving me for someone else. Leaving me in general made me want to cry. I shook and twitched a bunch.

"Tweek...? Are you ok, honey?"
"I- I'm... I'm not. I'm fucking crying!"
"I can see that. Can you please tell me why?"
"You're gonna leave me, Craig!"
"What? Leave you?"
"Today's the day we were gonna talk about if we wanted to continue to date or not!"

"Oh. You think I'm gonna leave you?"
"I know you are!!"
"Do you want me to?"
"No! I... I want you to stay with me."

"Oh honey. How long have you been nervous about this?"
"S-since forever! ... since I realized we are dating."
"Tweek. I don't ever want to leave you."
"I-I don't... wan-wanna l-leave you either!" I said, silently cursing myself out for my stupid stuttering. I let tears fall down my face as I felt Craig cup my cheek in his hand.
Then... it happened. He kissed my forehead, whispering to me about how he loved me more than anyone else.

"More th-than any-anyone else?"
"Well... you and stripe both get 1st place."
"Pffft. I'm gl-glad me and st-stripe get 1st pl-place!" I laughed and slowly stopped crying as Craig wiped away the tears still on my face.

"Wanna now go into the school?"
"Y-yeah. Don't want Cl-Clyde think-thinking we d-died!"
"Or Tolkien thinking we're skipping."
"Yeah. L-let's go!" I said, grabbing Craig's hand with a small smile on my face. Craig smiled back at me and brought my hand up to his mouth to softly kiss it. I giggled and covered my face with my other hand which Craig mumbled about how cute it was which made me blush even more.
We walked into the school, holding hands and walking close to each other. Craig had a small smile while I had a downwards smile and a red face.

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FINALLY POSTED!!
Yay new chapter :D