No but that's just normal
That's just normal, that feeling in your chest. That gaping hole sucking your breath away. The constant flips between hating yourself you want to die and energy so large that you live on impulse. Because it's normal to hide in the toilet for hours, crying and wanting to kill yourself. Because it's normal to have your mind rush to quickly you begin to internalise the thoughts that you are crazy. You're not crazy, this is all normal, it's normal to hate yourself, it's normal to want to die, it's normal that the only calming moment is when substances are involved. I promise you it's normal when you cut yourself and make yourself bleed, cutting off others and standing over the bridge is so so normal I promise you.
Everyone feels this way
Stop being dramatic
YOU ARE READING
Just my other story
PoetryA collection of poetry I have written over the past few years. Describing my life, past experiences and my struggles against mental illness Trigger Warnings for potential mentions of Self harm, abuse, trauma and abandonment. (Original, I know)
