ONCE AGAIN

part 24

"Becky please hold on, let me explain please" she said while following me.

At this moment, all I want is to go home. My heart is heavy. I can't stand her. She followed me out of her office. All the employees stood in awe to know what is happening. I can also hear Kim calling out her name asking where she's going. Gosh Freen just go back to your fiancee stop following me. Others will know what is happening. I wanted to voice this out but the pain in my heart made me speechless. I just want to go home. I need to go home as I'm having a serious heartache.

Just as I was about to enter the elevator she grabbed me by the arm and that got me upset.

"Becky stop already. I told you it's not what you think. I can explain the situation" she said with a broken voice. the pain I'm feeling right now is so much that my tears refuses to drop.

"You want to explain?? Go ahead!" I said with anger.

She was mute. Probably because she doesn't know where to start. Of course what other lie does she want to tell me? i want to hear the lies.

"Are you engaged to that woman or not?!!" I yelled at her. She swallowed hard.

"Come on, lie to me again as you always do!" I screamed. She was speechless, then walked close to me to touch me..

"Don't you dare Freen!" I said and walked into the elevator. She followed me inside.

I'm sure everyone is back from their lunch break. If she continues following and asking me to calm down everybody will see it. They already know her as a cold boss, why would she be running after a new and low ranked employee asking to be heard.

"Don't follow me outside because your employees will see you. Just go back to your future wife. Besides I don't want to see your face. It disgusts me" I said to her.

"I am sorry for everything. It's my fault" she apologized

Gosh it feels like I am being stabbed in the heart. Her apology is the last thing I want to hear. All I need from her is to deny this. Tell me I'm dreaming I should wake up from this sleep. My tears ran quickly down my cheeks. I started crying out loud. Why does it hurt so much?. The elevator opened and I started walking out.

"Becky please talk to me. I need you to calm down. Please don't go like this" she said while following me. I tried to stop myself from crying as people are already watching in surprise. Does Freen know people are here?

"Okay wait let me drop you home" she offered and tried grabbing my hand.

"Don't touch me!". I shouted again. She followed me down to the exit gate. Why is she creating a scene here? I stopped a taxi and entered. Thank God she didn't follow me inside this time. I can see her from the side mirror. Why does she enjoy hurting me like this. I'm nothing but a toy to her. This is the last time she'll hurt me as I won't give her the opportunity to hurt me again.

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I stood there confused on what next to do. Should I take another taxi and follow her? Should I drive to her house? But I don't know where she's going now. My heart is aching so much that I can't bear it. She's so mad at me right now that I can't handle it. I hurt her again. I was in my thoughts until someone spoke

"Do you wish to stand there forever?" Kim asked.
I turned to her. She's worried about me but I'm worried about Becky. I tried as much as I can to hold back my tears as they are almost gathering in my eyes.

"I'm sorry I didn't know....."

"Save it" I said while I walked past her back into my office.

I quickly grabbed my things and bag to leave. I know my employees are shocked over what happened but I don't really care. The only thing in my head which hurts me so much is the tears in Becky's eyes. I promised her during our dinner date that I'd never make her cry but I just did. I walked down to my car to see Kim waiting for me.