The Blind Mirror Of Love

chapter 17 : falling back into the darkness

Liam's pov :

We were all worried sick about zayn , we all know how he is when he is angry , and of course he have all the rights to be .

Angela shouldn't have done that , she called me and told me everything , and believe me I was as angry as I can be , she shouldn't have done that , but hell .

Everyone noticed the way they talk to each other , and everyone knows that they are truly madly deeply in love with each other .

After angela hung up , i didn't stop calling zayn , all the lads were in my flat , and we didn't stop calling zayn for a second , but the fu*ker wouldn't answer .

After about what felt like the 578936th times calling him he finally picked up the phone .

"WHAT ? ..." He yelled into the phone , the boys all gathered around me , and I put the phone on speakers

" ZAYN FU*KING MALIK , WHERE THE FU*K ARE YOU ? IT'S 1 AM AND YOUR STILL OUT ! " I yelled at him .

" Liam , your voice is too loud for my liking " he said while giggling .

He was Fu*king giggling .

- " ZAYN ARE YOU FU*KING DRUNK ?!" I shouted again not believing this boy .

- " stop yelling Liam , it hurts "

I sighed through the phone but calmed myself down .

- " where are you zayn ?!"

I asked .

- " I'm .... Somewhere "

I sighed again , for fu*k's sake zayn .

-" zayn please come back home . the lads are all here and we're all worried about you man " .

He paused for a second and sighed through the phone .

- " fine , I'm coming " he said and hung up .

I looked at the boys , and niall looked like he's having a panic attack , I hugged him tight .

" it's alright Ni , he will be here soon " I said , and we all sat down waiting for him to be home .

After what felt like ages , we heard pounding on the door , and we all stood up , I ran to the door with the boys on my heel .

I opened the door , and we all gasped at him , he was a mess , and when he saw us , he gave us a small smile , and just as I was about to talk , he fell to my arms .

Blacked out .

I carried him to the bedroom , and placed his lifeless body on the bed .

" harry take his cloths off , and Louis go get some pain killers and some ice water , niall please go get a towel for him " they all nodded and walked away .

While harry stripped him , I got up off the floor to get him some clean clothes .

Me and harry helped getting him into a sweat pants and a black shirt .

" the towel " niall said and I took it from his hands while harry took the pain killers and the ice water from Louis placing them on the nightstand .

I used some water to wake him up , and as soon as the cold water hit his face he started mumbling something about angela , and then slowly opened his eyes meeting mine .

" liam sh-" he started but I cut him off .

" take those " I handed him the pain killers , he put them in his mouth and drank some water .

He looked up at me again , and his eyes travelled to the boys , the tears started streaming out of his eyes , crying his heart out .

We all gathered around him in a group hug while he cried .
" shh zayn , it's OK mate , everything will be alright " Louis said .

" why can't I just fall in love with the right person " he said under his breath .

We all hugged him tighter , and my hand was on top of his .
I gasped , the boy's temperature was very high .

" zayn ..." I said .

Harry placed the back of his hand on zayn's forehead .

" oh my god , his temperature " he said and picked zayn up in his arms .

" Liam , call the doctor , Louis get the bathtub filled with ice water fast " harry yelled at us , and I ran to the phone to call the doctor while harry stripped zayn again .

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Angela's POV :

I really didn't wanted to hurt him , I really love him , I'm in love with everything he does , even when he breathe .

I love him and I can't just let him go .

After I called Liam and explained everything from the beginning I walked home , the walk took me about 45 minutes , and when I arrived I knocked on the door .

After a minute the door was open , and there stood my brother .

" finally , you decided to come back home , I thought you moved in with him or something " Alex said with a huge smile on his face .

And when a tear slipped out , his smile fell .

" baby , what's going on ?! , what did he do ?! " he said while pulling me inside and hugging me tight .

" I did Alex , not him , I hurt him and I would never forgive myself for what happened " I said while crying in his arms .

" what happened ang ?! " he asked .

" he knows Alex , zayn knows everything , and I lost him , I lost the love of my life " I cryed even more , and I couldn't stop the tears even if I forced my eyes shot .

" shh baby , your gonna be fine , please stop crying , everything will be OK " he cooed .

" no Alex , nothing is gonna be OK , I'm not gonna be OK without him , nothing will ever be fine without him Alex , it's over and I lost him , I lost zayn , Alex " I said .

It felt like I couldn't breathe , I couldn't open my eyes , and I couldn't move anymore , everything just stopped , the whole world just stopped .

And everything went black , I blacked out in my brother's arms .

And then I knew that I'm falling back into the darkness .