ELEVEN: "What Did I Do To Deserve This..."

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TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
Self harm
Self hatred
Suicidal thoughts/attempt
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***TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ Self harmSelf hatredSuicidal thoughts/attempt***4k words

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-Aurora

The Next Day.

I woke up with Juliano kissing my neck and lightly nipping at my skin. He knows all of my weaknesses on my body and it's crazy. I feel like i'm in pure bliss right now.

He finally lifts his head from my neck and kisses my lips before I could say no. I laugh at him while I shake my head and said, "Morning breath." He nods his head, gets out of bed and picks me up to brings me into his bathroom. He sets me on the bathroom counter.

He grabs the toothbrush I used last night and gets it wet then puts toothpaste on it and wets it again.

I start to brush my teeth while he does the same. He looks at me and I just give him a goofy smile with toothpaste running out of my mouth.

He starts to laugh at me before I finish brushing my teeth.

Once we both finished he looks at me and runs his thumb over my bottom lip a couple times.

God what is he doing to me?

He makes eye contact with me and then starts to lean in to give me a kiss. When our lips touch his lips move against mine in desire and passion.

This man's going to be the death of me.

He pulls away from the kiss and leaves me wanting more. I wish I could kiss those lips all day. He's just so irresistible I can't stand it.

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After sometime Juliano and I drive back to my house because i'm to scared to go home by myself at the moment.

Mom, Dave, and the twins haven't been home in a little while because they are out who knows where traveling while me and Ashton live life as 'adults'.

Mom and Dave started to let us live our own life once we turned 17.

Once me and Juliano get to my house we get out of the car and walk up to the front door. I unlock the door, walk in and go straight to the kitchen. I grabbed two water bottles. I then walked over to Juliano and handed one to him.

As we walked up the stairs I thought of something and then asked Juliano a question, "What's another name people call you other than your birth name?"

He clears his throat behind me and says, "Jules is my nickname but not many people call me it." I nod as I try not to trip up the stairs.

Once we get up stairs I can hear Ashton in his room with some girl.

Can she moan any fucking louder.

Great so now he's hoeing around with some girl.

After he called me and my best friend a whore last night.

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