I was barely walking. My whole body was weak, my mind was a mess and my shoulder was bleeding, cause my stitches unraveled. I was holding my wound and my hand was covered in blood, but I was determined to see y/n. I have to talk to her.I stopped by the main hall, where her room was. Around five guards were in front of it and they had guns in their hands. I have to find other way to get to her, I thought to myself, then I thought about the possibilities. The only way to get to her unnoticed was to climb up her window.
I ran outside as fast as I could. I stood under her window and I took off my shirt, then i ripped it apart and wrapped a piece of it around my wound to stop the bleeding. Then, even though the pain was killing me, I started climbing up holding onto the bricks, that were sticking out.
After five very painful minutes I finally reached her terrace. I jump on it and I look inside the room. Y/n was laying on her bed dressed in a white robe. She looked sad and worried. I knock on the glass and her eyes flew to me. She stood up immediately and walks up to open the door. Our eyes lock together once again.
"Satoru", she said, surprise in her voice.
I was happy to see her, but at the same time my body gave up to the pain and I fell on my knees in front of her. She bends down too and held me for support.
"Why are you here?", y/n asked, "you are supposed to get treated".
"I had to see you", I told her and held her hand in mine, "I have to tell you something".
"What's going on? Are you okay?".
I stood there. My whole upper body covered in blood, cause the material from the shirt was already drowned in blood. My eyes never moved away from hers. I smiled at her and placed my hand on her cheek. She placed hers on mine and her worried face grew even more concerned.
"I love you", I said it straight away like I was ripping off a bandage. Her face was shocked, her eyes wide open...but then..she smiled.
"You did all of this, just to tell me you love me?", she chuckled a little bit, "are you crazy?".
"The Queen told me that it's now or never, cause tomorrow you're getting married to someone else", I explained to her.
"What? That's not true".
My face froze in the most dumb expression you can imagine. Damn, this old hag, I cursed in my mind and clinched my fists. She lied to me.
"So...you don't love me back?", I asked her.
"Of course I do", she smiled once again and brushed her fingers through my hair, "I fell in love with you the moment I saw you. I told you, you are quite a charmer".
"Is that why you did all of this? The ball, all the fighting lessons? The gun?".
"Of course. I didn't want you to leave me..not right now, when I most need you", she explained to me and pulled me into a hug.
"Don't hug me, you'll get blood all over your dress", I warned her.
"I don't care", she told me straight away, "I never told of you as a traitor, Satoru. In my eyes...you were always a hero. And you did nothing bad. In my eyes you are kind, caring and loving. You care for those you love. And I admire that so much".
"You think?", I chuckled.
"Yes!", y/n chuckled too, "and I'll do anything possible to help you save Yuji and the others from the same fate you had".
I pulled her closer to me. I didn't care that I lost more blood than needed. I only wanted to feel her closer to me. I placed my hand on the back of her head and kissed her. Y/n kisses me back right away. We both put so much passion into this kiss, like we've been craving it for years.
And it felt so good to kiss her. Her lips that tasted like cherry, to feel this magnificent body of hers, to know that she's finally mine. We broke the kiss and she gave me smile. I smiled at her too and she wrapped her hands around my neck, and stayed like that for a minute.
"When you said you need me now more than ever...what did you mean?", I asked.
"I didn't say that", she lied. And her whole face got red, because she was a bad lier.
"You did....a minute ago", I raised one eyebrow up and looked at her suspiciously.
"Well I do need you right now, cause I didn't want you to leave before you knew about my feelings", once again she lied. What are you hiding from me, y/n? I thought.
But before I could ask her about it, the door of her room flew open and Naoya Zenin walked in with a smile on his face. The guards behind me with guns pointed at me. Y/n stood in front of me to protect me, but I knew I got busted.
"Here's the rat", Naoya laughed in my face, "I knew right away. You are really bad at hide and seek, gardener".
"My Lord", I tried to stood up, but the pain in my shoulder didn't let me. Plus, I lost a lot of blood. At this point my vision was blurry.
"Look who fell in love with my daughter. If I had a heart, I would've cried from this sweet and heartwarming confession", he made a step forward to us with a smirk on his face, "but you know you're not allowed, right?".
"I know, my Lord", I lowered my head.
"And you know I gotta punish you, right?".
"Yes, my Lord".
Naoya snapped with his fingers and two guards came up to me. They picked me up by the arms and started dragging me outside the room. Y/n was begging her father to stop, but we all know Naoya Zenin is ruthless.
They dragged me out of the room and I tried to put up a fight, but I was too weak. So I just let them do whatever they want to me. My vision and condition was getting worse, so the moment we left the main hall I let myself go and I lost consciousness.
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