bpd brain

secret no. 1

Do you ever
listen to sad songs
riddled with stories
about broken hearts
betrayal
toxic love
abuse
a look of deceitful sympathy on your face
but deep beneath the surface you selfishly desire to be in that situation

because having someone that wants to hurt you
who wants to be the object of your downfall, your destruction
is better than
not being wanted
at all.

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27.4.23