Finding Love || MinSung Or HanChan ??

Shh... Secrets

Changbin helped Minho stand up and walked him out of the dorm .. Minho leaned on Changbin's broad sturdy shoulders and walked lacing his hands around the younger ...

They walked a bit and Minho stopped and asked Changbin if they could sit at the park for a bit ?? Changbin nodded and they sat on the park bench without saying anything for a while

" What was my mistake " ... Minho broke the silence sobbing loudly

" Are you asking me or asking yourself??" Changbin said with not so nice tone

" Binnie .. " Minho trailed off

" Hyung .. I'm sorry I don't mean to be rude .. but all of this is just because of you .. no one else to blame .. "

" But ... why .. chan .. and --- "

" You wanted Han to sit and listen and see your annoying behavior all his life "

" I -- I ... was scared ... "

" Of? "

" if being in a relationship will spoil our bond .."

"Bull shit ... " Changbin replied visibly pissed

"I --- I have my friends from school who broke up .. they were so close but after the breakup, they wouldn't even see each other.. they don't hang out with the group .. and now it's just odd for us to hang out as a group because we know one person won't come and the other who came would be praying for them to not come.. the wh--the whole atmosphere in the group has become dry as dust.... " Minho stammered through his sobs and looked at Changbin with hopeful eyes for him to understand

" Minho hyung ... ummm .. you might have a fair point .. you were worried if getting in a relationship or moving close to Han romantically might have affected the group dynamics and your bond ... But ---- "

" But ??? "

" that calls for no ... absolutely no fucking damn reason to make my Hannie sad ... I have heard him cry to sleep for more than two months now .. and it breaks my heart to see our sunshine so dull and devastated ... he relied on you so much .. after you came he never came to share his worries to me .. I was happy to see him happy ... he smiled so much .. but the moment you started avoiding him just like that .. it broke his heart .. you were his special friend" Changbin clenched his first to contain his anger

" Binniee ... Han cried to sleep??? Because of me ???? .." Minho was extremely shocked ...

" As you didn't notice how quiet Han has become these days .. "  Changbin spat harshly .....

" I was the reason for Hanniee's tears " Minho covered his face and sobbed loudly ..... But Changbin didn't' move a muscle .. he sat next to his crying older member impassive... Minho calmed down after a couple of minutes, wiping his face dry, but new tears fell without stopping " I --- I .. want to fix it ... can you please help me ... ??? "

" No ... "

" Binnie .."

" Hyung .. please ... first stop crying ... I am mad at you .. but I can't see you cry ... " Changbin turned and quickly wiped Minho's tears again ..

" Why didn't you tell me anything all this time if you were mad at me ?? " Minho asked in a soft voice

" Hannie wouldn't have liked it and it was kinda visible that you were faking most of the time ..just that Hannie couldn't tell the difference because he was hurt ... " Changbin said looking away

Minho gave a weak smile and felt lucky to have met such wonderful people in his life.. kind of friends who would show unconditional love and also took the liberty to scold when something was wrong .. no filters ... no fake feelings ...