Lost Feelings

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"I -- I saw Mia, mom .. " Chan said rolling across the bed to place his head on his mom's lap 

Chan's mom was shocked listening to the name after many many years from Chan's mouth ...  but she reacted in a soft voice .. " oh .. that's wonderful ... how is she doing now ??" 

" I don't know .. I -- I just walked out ..." Chan replied hiding his face in his mom's lap ..

" Channie ... Sweety .. it's been ages ... do you still .. by any chance ... " 

" No .. no .. I don't .. there is nothing left .. " 

" Are you sure ...?? " 

" of-- of course.... why would .. why would I still have those feelings .... " 

" Why are you stuttering ?? " 

" ah .. me .. uhhh .. no .. I -- I am not ... " 

" Sweety ... " 

" Mom .. seriously ... I think I like Han ... " 

" Han Jisung ??? " 

" Are you mad ?? " 

" For ??" 

" Me liking a guy ... ?? " 

" Why would I be mad for you liking someone.... Do you think your parents are so intrusive ??? 

" No .. because I never really came out as a Bi before ... so .. "

"It's your life .. it's your heart .. it's totally up to you who you want to be in there .. " 

" I love you, mom .. " 

" I love you more sweety .. " Chan's mom kept stroking his hair and they talked some more before she bought up Mia again .. 

" What does she look like now ... ? "

" same .. very pretty ... " Chan said without thinking and bit his lips immediately 

" Hmmm .. she was always so pretty ... " 

"Actually I never got to know what really happened between you guys .. why did you stop being friends ... ??" 

" We -- just lost contact ... when she left the country without a word .. " 

" you never got to tell her that you liked her more than a friend ??" 

" Nope... when i got to her home that day with a rose in hand she had already left " 

" she did not try and contact you after you became famous it would have been easy to track you now .." his mom asked ... 

" I -- I think---- she .. she always watches my lives ... and drops me messages ... " 

" Oh .. and you never reacted ... ??" 

" No.... if she liked me even a tad bit .. she would have at least left me a note before leaving ... but thanks to her .. I decide to make the brave decision to move to Korea and make a carrier in music .. and I am happy where I am now ..I dipped myself in work and now all i think about is music .. " 

" You said you like Han ?????" 

" uh.. yes .. I -- I have started to get very attracted to him lately .. actually to be frank from the very start .. he seems very like my type ... " 

" And what is your type ??? " 

" uhh ... I -- I dont know.. I just like him Mom ... But .. " 

" But ????" 

" I think he likes someone else ..." 

" oh ... and who would that be... let me guess Minho  ??" 

" How do you know ...... ????" 

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