Finding Love || MinSung Or HanChan ??

oh yes ..yes !!

"So tell me ...you have all my attention now " Chan said

Han moved out of Chan's embrace and sat folding his legs and hugging a pillow..

"Maybe it's all just in my head .. i don't really know hyung " ...

"Stop beating around the bush Hannie"

" Ee...hyung .. I'm scared of your serious mode .. " Han said hiding his face with the pillow

" Han Peter Jisung"

"Okay okay ... So ... Ummm... I don't know if you noticed... Minho and I are kinda avoiding each other... "

" Yes .. i did .. you guys haven't resolved it yet ...  ? "

" Nope .... I mean we don't hang out anymore  .. " Han said in a sad voice

" Why did that happen ?? "

" Umm.. i dono ..he was just strange after ...  .. "

" After ???  .. "

" Ummm.... You remember the show from almost 3 month ago ..in an skz code episode i kissed Minho hyung on the nape ?? "

"I'm listening "

" After the shoot .. i was going to talk to him and say sorry if I may have overstepped my boundaries "
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"But .... .... "

"But What ??? " Chan was more curious than concerned

" I heard him tell Hyunjin that I went too far with the fan service and after that day he has been avoiding me..  the way he was freaking out ... It just made me think that he got disgusted with me being so close... I might have grossed him out .. "

" You guys cuddle and have your movie nights and everything... So why would you think he got disgusted all of a sudden ... ??"

" Yeah ... Before Minho Hyung came,  i was thinking I'm the clingy one ... But he is lot like a cat .. always looking for being petted .. and i let him hug me .. and thinking he wouldn't mind ..if i kissed ... But he almost flipped out .... And basically started avoiding me ... " Sadness was dripping from his voice

" That is why you have been standing in a different position these days ?? "

" Umm...yes .. i really didn't want anyone to notice and I guess stay have observed it  ?? "

" as you said you guys seemed comfortable with each other  ...why would he distance himself for just some skin ship on camera?? "

" I .. by mistake.... Might have given him a hickey without my knowledge.. "

" But ...still your bond looked much stronger than hitting the ground just for an on-camera skit  ... "

" I don't know  .... These days Minho Hyung likes to hang out with Hyunjin more ..they go to MacDonalds a lot too ..and don't invite me ...plus Minho hyung looks a lot more free and happy with Hyunjin than he was with me .. he would often space out ... Stare blankly ... when we used to hang out ..  it seemed liked he was forcing himself to be with me .. he would always be tensed and won't even look me in the eyes ... "

"Umm.. are you sure ?? "

" Other than him being done or grossed  out by me ..i don't think there is any plausible explanation .. " Tears started to roll down Han's cheeks ... " It really hurts  ... Being with Minho Hyung was almost like breathing ..  so easy .. he helped a lot coping up with my anxiety ... But when he started avoiding me, pushing me away .. dodged my hi-fi even on camera.. never bothered to react to my jokes .. basically ignored my existence and chose to hang with Hyunjin instead ... Sooooo ... "