Finding Love || MinSung Or HanChan ??

Mine Mine Mine

Minho rushed to his dorm room and slammed the door shut locking it behind ...

All his feelings were so mixed up it was hard for him to understand how to react ..
He was sad, angry, frustrated, hopeless.. but for all his questions he could get only one answer... Han Jisung...Minho wanted Han to be not beside him but with him .. completely his .. where he could claim Han as his own ..

He went to his closet and threw out clothes from the bottom shelf ... He looked at the hidden rectangular wooden pink vintage box with a golden lock covered with tiny red hearts all over .. an automatic smile grew on Minho's face ... This box contained his secret ..that he hid from everyone ..his deepest darkest desires ..

He pulled the box out .. it was number locked and yes password for Han's birthday.... Opening the box he spotted his love confession letters, over 10 filled daily diaries that were filled with nothing but page after page of his love, adoration, admiration, respect and a lot of lust dripping wet thoughts about Han ... He had imagined his entire future with the younger ... Things like how he would wake Han up every day with a kiss, how they would shower together, get ready together, how he would back hug Han's tiny waist while they made meals, how he would make Han sit on his lap while watching movies, how he would feel kiss every inch of Han's baby soft skin, how Han's ravishing sexy hourglass body will be all his and only his ....

there were a lot of his embarrassing encounters also written .. when he would run to use the bathroom while watching late-night movies with Han .. just by sitting close to Han would make Minho's thoughts go wild and his pants tight ...

Every touch, every talk, every smile, every care, and every affection shown by Han just made Minho fall deeper and deeper in love with him... The second Han held his hand during the survival show ... Minho fell so deep in love with him ... The time during his elimination in the survival show was his life's darkest time ... And the day he was back ...his pivotal aim in life had become to make the squirrel boy his ... But ... Sadly his idol profession had so many restrictions... It made it impossible for him to confess and somehow Minho was sure Han would never see him in a romantic way for some reason...

His emotions and feelings were taking over his action and reactions even in front of the camera ... He could barely take his hands off the younger ... Controlling himself during stage performance when Han looked beyond sexy with sweat-wet hair ...Han's habit of bending over to grab water bottles or tissues... When his ass was in full eye view .. Minho could never control his hand from smacking those butt cheeks ....

Because of his behavior eventually,, Minho got called by the company and was asked to stop ...but he said he can't so the company said we need to cover your actions .. do it to others sometimes ...( I know it makes no sense ..but whatever..) not just Han.. but to Minho only Han's ass was perfect ..his front, back, top, bottom all profiles were just bang on ....

It was Han Jisung on his mind 24/7 ... He was obsessed.... Minho had bought every merch, every photocard .. everything that had Han .. Minho bought them .. he hid everything in his room ...

But this pink box had things that were special.... For the outer world, these seem creepy but for Minho, these were very special...Minho had snuck out some of Han's personally used things .. like the coffee cup that he drank from when they first went out .. their first movie tickets, the popcorn container that they shared while watching the movie ..when their hands kept brushing against each other ...many such small things .. for Minho little things mattered a lot ... And he cared about them and he cared as they were associated to Han.... He never realized when he fell so deeply madly in love with the younger..but he was sure of one thing .. it's Han or no one else for him ...

And now when he felt his first love ..his true love is going away from him just because he got a little scared ...his obsessive nature was coming a bay .. with each passing day he was getting bolder in his head to do something big to get the boy of his dreams in him arms ...