"You can speak to me Y/n. That's what i'm here for."
"I...I can't."
It was 11:08.
"Whatever it is we'll still be family at the end of the day."
"Can I...get some fresh air."
"Sure where do you wanna go."
"On my own Lu." I say wiping my face.
"Ok don't be back too late please prima."
"Don't worry about me. Goodnight Lucas. And I mean it Lu! Let me have this for myself please." I say leaving his room.
"Yeah ok ok! Night. I love you Y/n."
I smile at him before closing his door. I travel down the stairs and put on my nikes. Dots of water from my eyes splash onto my foot and on the floor. I leave out the door sobbing quietly. I get a late bus and find myself with a destination in mind.
After an hour of travel I arrive where I want to be. I walk into a lobby.
"Hello i'm sorry but it's a bit late to check in now.." The woman says.
"I'm not checking in." I say bluntly walking past her.
I cool off my face as I walk up two flights of stairs and knock with shame on his door.
"One moment!" I hear.
Some patters could be heard from the other side before the door clicked and swung open.
"Y/n? What are you doing here? Did you leave something?" Kylian says sweetly.
"Could I...come in?"
"Yeah of course!" He says moving to the side. "What's up? You don't look too good."
"I'm fine I just...wanted to apologize for walking out on you."
"Oh It's fine. I didn't think you'd forgive me so easily anyways."
I look at my feet, twiddle my finger amongst themselves.
"Kylian can I?-" I look up at him.
"What is it?"
I look deeply into his eyes.
"I could get you a dri-," He says starting to wander away but I stop him.
I pull him back by his shoulder and kiss him. I cup his face in my hands and he holds my waist. He pulls away from me, connected by saliva strands.
"Y/n what is this? What are you trying to do?" He says in a low tone.
"I...I want you, so badly, right now..." I push myself up against his wall.
Slipping my spaghetti straps off my shoulders.
"You want me right now? What about tomorrow? Or the day after?"
"Isn't this what you want though?" I grab his wrist, directing his hand across the top of my chest. "Come on, just like the old days."
He swaps our hands as his hands pin my wrists to his wall. His lips suck across my collar bone.
Ahh fuck...you were always good with your tongue
He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around him. He takes me over to the bed we sat on earlier and drops me down. He wastes no time unclipping my shorts and sliding them off my legs. He kisses my inner thigh sweetly. . . . . . I lay on his bed. Staring at the ceiling. I hear water running in his joint bathroom. My body, half in the covers, aches comfortably. Kylian walks out in his shorts and turns off the bathroom light then slides into bed with me.
"You ok?" he whispers.
"yeah," I whisper back.
My phone starts to buzz. I pick it up and it reads his name. Neymar.
"You can step out if you need to get that." Kylian says.
I power off my phone and put it back down facing downwards.
"It's fine." I roll onto my side, facing toward him.
"You sure?" He strokes his hand up and down my forearm.
I nod my head smiling at him. My stomach wretches with this horrible feeling. A feeling like something is wrong. I stretch my hand across his face and stroke his cheek with my thumb.
"I'm gonna go home Kylian."
"It's half 1 Y/n, you can sleep over."
"No no I...better go." I sit up putting on my shorts and top.
He grabs my arm.
"Are you sure everything is ok?"
I look up at him. Then look at the floor.
"Yeah. Yeah everything's fine! It's just Lu will be worried about me hahah."
"If you say so." he grabs my upper arms pulling me close to kiss my forehead.
It soothes me for a second.
"Ok ok! I actually have to go Kylian!" I say shaking him off me.
I grab the rest of my stuff and find the door in the dark.
It was 2:06.
"Bye Kylian." was all I said as he nodded his head before I walked out.
I exit the building going into the street. I walk slowly to a bus stop anywhere.
I scan the timetable and my heart stops.
What do you mean no buses are coming till six! That's like four whole hours!
I stand there with this empty void in my heart. What am I gonna do!? I can't call Lu he will never forgive me.
I power my phone back on desperate for an light of relief.
I input my password and suddenly my phone is bombarded with missed calls.
9 Missed Calls And 1 Message From ney<3 3 Unread Messages From lulu:)
I, of course, open Lu's message first.
Lucas i'm going to go to bed now y/n
please get in safe love you
He breaks my heart with his cuteness. Last and certainly least I check Neymars message.
Neymar as soon as your location appears on my phone i'm coming.
WHAT THE FUCK!?
No he's not. He's the last person I wanna see right now. I power off my phone and throw it into my bag.
I think to move out the area im in so Ney can't find me. I walk myself down the road to the next bus stop.
I try hiding myself as every car comes back until my mind wanders else where. I think I've done something very bad. I crouch down and end up sitting down.
"What have I done? What have I doneee!?" I whisper feeling this opening in my heart like it's swallowing itself.
A small bit of water runs from my eye down to my chin.
"He-ello miss are you *HIC* lost!?" a clearly drunken man approaches me.
For christs sake. this is gonna be fun...
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