smoke stains

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☆ [this one is about my bad habits and sad things]

cigarette smoke stains all four walls
i weep, don't feel it
walk through the halls
a prison, its a hell
no one listens at all
deeper into pain
while i suffer withdrawls

feeling only hurts
still numb from the brawl
torture of existence
am i yet small?
daddy please help
i can no longer crawl
mama im spent
from the pain of the fall

starve, cry, sleep
same routine, same call
i dont notice when im high
or feeling really tall
everyones the same
feel no empathy at all
the drink-drink soothes me
cushioning the fall

tampons and tears
haunt bathroom stalls
memories fade
so there's little i recall
love/hate numbers
suffer withdrawls
cigarette smoke stains all four walls

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