☆ [this one is about warped perceptions of the world around me]
Hyperventilating like an asthmatic
I see red, I see stars, I see all: I'm satanic
Pushing forward, pulling back, all my movements are erratic
But I'll never fall off, I'm emotional-dramatic
Everybody leaves, the life I've lived is traumatic
No one ever sees the truth, all the hate is systematic
Every idol I've adored has turned out to be problematic
Yet I lie here still, a star fanatic
Break a leg, and your fingers, display for them your panic
Stir the kindess in your heart to be the best and pragmatic
I lie a lot, my true colours are monochromatic
The truth is never pure and rarely simple: cinematic
Steered away from the course into existential traffic
You'd be happier in debt if you weren't so sarcastic
Sink my teeth in your flesh, so you blindly worship static
I'm a god to you all as long as I am fucking manic
YOU ARE READING
Poetry
Poetrypoems ive written!! ft. one of my fave poems ever at the beginning [by christina rosetti] [ive put stars at the top of my favourite ones!]
