Nyx POV
I never thought that kudos is now on this situation. I expect him to be better when he's now a dad, but no. Thalia left him, and Thaly is not in the good relation with his dad. It's also hard for us to see him crying, but we can't do something about it. It's his problem anymore and we can't interfere.
"Kudos, don't lose your hope" paalala ko sa kanya. Tumango siya at malungkot na ngumiti. He's maybe look like ok, but deep inside his not, his dying inside.
"I'm trying, Thaly is my hope. Siya lang ng Nyx, she would be enough for me. But I know if she ever see her mom, she'll left me behind." Malungkot itong umupo sa sofa. I just watch him, he was a little brother to me. I'm seeing them as my siblings. Jakielyn is studying right now at Zyprus country. So I cant take care on her.
"It's ok man. Tara shot" napa pikit ako ng sumigaw si Onex, kakapasok niya lang sa office ko, but his here now screaming like a cow.
"I can't, bibisitahin ko pa ang anak ko bago umuwi sa bahay" he smiled.
"Awss that sad, but it's ok. Btw Sama ka sakin?" Tanong ni Charles sa kanya.
"Sure where ba?" I smiled when I remember my wife talking conyo on me. Napa tingin naman silang lahat sa akin.
"Ganyan ba talaga pag in love?" Taas kilay na tanong ni Onex.
"Yes, it's wonderful " Luca said, he's very in love in his girl. She should be lucky.
"Geez it's cringe" bulong bulong pa nito. I will probably laugh on him, when his in love.
"Shut up ka Onex, hmm, hope your lovelife will be complicated" pag susumpa sa kanya ni Camilla. Napa tawa na lang ako, I mean all of us.
"Kong maiin love" ganti niya sa dalaga. They fun watching though.
"Ok, let's just go. May trabaho pa iyang dalawa" hindi na sila nag paalam at nag aaway pang lumabas.
"Mabuti naman at umalis na sila, uuwi pa naman na tayo" mukha itong naka hinga ng maluwag. I also sigh relief.
"Let's go" tumayo na din ako ng tumayo siya. Tahimik lang kami ni kudos pababa. We love silence.
Kudos POV
Ng makarating sa bahay ni Nyx ayy agad hinanap ng mata ko ang anak.
"She's in the garden" tumango lang ako Kay Aleyah. Wala din ang anak niya, baka na sa garden din. Pumunta ako sa garden at doon ko nga nakita ang anak kong sinagot sagot ang ate Ahexa niya.
"Why is that? Ano namang paki mo kong ganon ang tingin ko Kay daddy?" Galit na tanong niya. Sumama din ang tingin ng ate sa kanya.
"He's your father Thaly. Papa mo siya. Kaya paano mo nasabi na wala siyang kwenta?" Napa kagat ako ng labi. Kahit Kay Ahexa ayy sinasabi niya iyon. She's really hate me for beg on her life.
"Ehh wala nga siyang kwenta, I hate him. Period" my heart skip a little. There's no more painful word describe how much I hurt right now. Bago pa mag ka initan ayy agad akong pumagitna. I just smile to hide this famous feeling.
"Ahexa, anak Thaly" bati ko at papalapit na bumunta sa kanila. Vlaze watching them, but I saw how he being alert. He's Nyx son.
"Tito" Ahexa show me her beautiful smile, while my daughter just roll her eyes.
"Hi Ahexa " I kiss my daughter forehead first bago kargahin. Ginulo ko na lang ang buhok ni Ahexa.
"How's your day?" Tanong ko sa kanila. Malambing na humawak sa kamay ko ang bata.
"It's good po tito, how about you po?" The inocent questions of the little girl.
"It's also good, how about you anak?" Malambing kong Tanong sa kanya, I see how she roll her eyes on me.
"Masaya na sana kong hindi ka dumating " mataray niyang sagot. I force smile and chuckle for me not to fall here.
"Hmm siguro nag ii enjoy ang prinsesa ni papa kaya na isturbo" even though that not what she mean. Kahit matagal na akong pinapahirapan ni Thaly ayy parang hindi pa din ako nasasanay.
"Yes your burden on me daddy" binaba ko siya ng mag pumiglas itong bumaba. I sigh, thousands of traumas but my daughter is my trauma. Me burden just wow.
"It's ok tito, your not burden po. Stubborn lang po si Thaly" pag papagaan ng loob niya sa akin. Ngumiti ako at staka siya naman ang binuhat.
"Yes po stubborn lang po si Thaly so don't worry" she give me a pick on a cheek. A small smile form on my lips.
"Si daddy ko po. Pag stubborn po kami he's getting mad po. Kaya we avoid to make daddy mad, Sabi kasi ni mommy pag nag ma mad daw si daddy sa amin love daw po kami ni daddy, bakit po ikaw hindi nag ma mad Kay Thaly, don't you love Thaly po?" Pag dating sa ina ayy wala talagang ipanlalaban si Thaly. Pag sa ama naman ayy ayaw niya naman akong ipaglaban.
"Ofcourse I love Thaly po, but things become complicated. Thaly just need mom" paliwanag ko sa kanya. Nakaka intinding tumango ito. Should I gave to her mom? Kasi feeling ko kulang siya sa pag aalaga ng ina, I maybe not fulfilling the love she wanted.
"Hmm ok po. Put me daw na po tito, I play with my twin na" binaba ko siya ng sabihin niya iyon. They were sweet enough to make me jealous. May anak ka nga hindi ka naman matanggap. I'm jealous to Nyx when it comes to his child. Nyx twin was so sweet, my daughter is not, their very opposite.
I know jealousy is a sin, but can't help. He's very lucky. But also I'm lucky, I have them. Nyx standing as my big brother and my other friends are standing as siblings. I should be lucky.
"Hey man, don't think on what Thaly said, she's just a child" napa tingin ako sa likod ng may tumapik sa aking balikat. I know it's Nyx.
"I didn't thinking about it" Im not thinking it, it's reminding me, all the time.
"Let's go. Let's have meryenda first. Ahexa, Vlaze, and Thaly let's go na" ngumiti naman ang anak ko ng bangitin ng tito Nyx niya ang pangalan niya. And I'm jealous about it also. Hawak kamay na pumasok ang mag ama. I'm trying to hold Thaly hand but she always refuse. Ng mag sawa na ayy hinayaan ko na lang siya na mag lakad mag isa. Kong wala lang siguro sa unahan ang tatlo ayy baka sa iba nanaman kami mapupunta. It's either we fight, or she walk out.
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Happy reading guys, even thought it's sad.
BINABASA MO ANG
AS a MAN
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