𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐊𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐀 - 𝙊𝙨𝙝𝙞 𝙣𝙤 𝙠𝙤

【Ｃｈａｐｔｅｒ ３】

Today.. I was gonna attend school again.

I WILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL THE SUFFERING

AGAIN

And honestly, I would be lying if I said I wasn't nervous or freaking out, teachers scared the living shit out of me and I never Thought I would have to go through all those Years again

I was pacing around my room when Miyako walked in, her gaze immediately softened when she caught me in a freaking out state

The beautiful blonde walked towards me as she kneeled down on my level "nervous for your first day?"

"Maybee a little" I sighed out as I sat down on the bed, I will have to socialize so much again, around people my age and TEACHERS, who are mostly judgemental of everything

I rested my head on my hand, as I inhaled deeply, everything was too much for me to handle

Like, I couldn't even grasp on why I had the memories of my past life, what was all of this about even?

Suddenly, I felt someone pat me on my head in a calming manner, I looked up only to see Miyako, looking at me with a slight smile "I'm sure your first day would be amazing, make sure to make a lot of friends, okay?"

Stars shimmered in my eyes, as I immediately wrapped my hands around her "I love you so muchhhh" I coo-ed in, earning a giggle from her in return as she hugged me back

Our little moment was interrupted by a loud knock on the door, I let go off her as my gaze moved towards the door, only to see Ai standing there, she had a smile tugged on her lips, but her eyes showed nothing but anger in them

"It's time to go, I will come along to drop you, Hayami" Ai stated, her vibes sending chills down my spine, causing for me to sweatdrop

Today was gonna be a long day...

"HEY! STAY AWAY FROM HER!"

Aqua yelled, from a distance when a boy tried to approach me, causing for me to sigh, my two lovely siblings have been my only company since we got her

And I couldn't even make friends, thanks to them scaring everyone away...

"Tsk, how dare they have the nerve to even talk to OUR Hayami" Ruby said through gritted teeth, earning a nod from Aqua as I looked at her with confusion on her face

"I appreciate you guys looking out for me but honestly I-" Ruby's and Aqua's glare cut me off, their gaze were literally burning holes in my body

And for the first time I felt scared in their presence

I looked down nervously, there was no point in negotiating with them. I just wanted to run in his arms, there hasn't been a single day where I didn't think of him, I missed him so much

I sometimes wondered if he missed me too....what was his reaction to the news of my death? Did he cry? Did he care? Did he just shrug it off as if it was nothing?

I guess that's okay as well...he was too good for me anyway..but just the thought of him not caring broke my heart, just once. I just wanted to go up to him and hug him, I wanted to talk to him, to know if he was okay.

"Hayami...we are not doing this because we hate you, you know" Ruby started, her gaze softened, causing for me to snap out of my thoughts as I looked up at her

Aqua made his way towards me as placed his cold hands on my cheek, his eyes boring into mine "we are only doing this to protect you. No one here can be trusted"