And once again my loverly readers, I did not get to update yesterday because I have been extremely busy lately but since I have been missing updating days, when I do miss one now I will updated twice, execpt for tonight because I'm tired. However, I will update tomorrow to make up for it. Please don't hate me because I love you guys!!!
Love always, Evelyn Rose.
In the middle of the night I wake up to Harry, whining and tossing around. A nightmare. "Harry. Harry. Baby. Wake up." I repeat myself shaking him until his eyes open, tears run out of them instantly. "Shh, it’s okay baby. I'm right here." He falls into my arms and I hold him there. I rub his back and shoulders while he cries. "Leigh. Please be careful. Please be safe. Promise me you will." "Harry, look at me." He keeps look down. "Harry!" I yell, he look up, red eyes from tears, face wet with them. I wipe away every tear of his. I kiss his forehead. "Babe, tell me what happened." He takes a deep breath. "I was in LA, you were here, and I get a call from Skylar. "Harry! Leigh was in a car accident." she yelled with a shaky voice. My heart dropped, I was losing the most important thing in my life. I got a jet to fly me to you. When I got there, you lay in a bed, dying, I held your hand, and I managed to say I love you. One last time. Then you were gone." He said crying. A tear rolled down my face. "Harry, I promise," I said taking his face in my hands and pulling his eyes to mine. "I promise, nothing bad will happen. Look, I'm right here." I kiss him, to keep him from crying. He softly lies on my chest and falls asleep.
I stay awake to make sure he's okay. Emmett crawls up on me and jumps over Harry snuggling up beside him on his chest. I finally let sleep take over and relax. We wake up that morning the same way we went to sleep. "I don’t want to go Leigh. What if something happens to you? I'll never be able to live with myself." "Harry, you have to go. Tomorrow I'm going to the doctor and then to therapy. I promise to be safe. Remember, call every night, and I'll see you over the computer." I tell him lying on our bed.
We get up. I get dressed in jeans and a t-shirt. Putting Harry's hoodie over me. My hair goes up into a bun. Light make up and I'm ready. He's finishing packing and gets a call from the guys. We get into the car and drive there. I pull my leg up, and he puts his hand on mine. We hold hands and I lay over on his arm. I don’t want him to leave, but he has to.
We get to the airport and he gets everything he needs, we meet up with the guys and Skylar. It's time for him to go. He wraps his arms around me; I hug him so tight, afraid of letting go. I kiss him; he picks me up and holds me tightly. "Like promised." He says. He puts me down when they yell at him to come on. We're both on the edge of tears. "I love you." "I love you." We say to each other. He grabs his stuff, gives me one last kiss, and leaves.
I stand exactly where he did, watching him, he sits down and looks out the window. I see him wave, and I wave back. I get a text. "Don’t cry sweetheart, I love you very much." Harry sends, when I look up, he smiles, and then he's gone. "Have fun baby. I'll be here when you get back." I send knowing he won’t get it until he lands in LA. Skylar comes over to me and we leave the airport.
We get a taxi and go to get something to eat. We talk about Niall and Harry comparing them in how they treat us. Mine and Harry's relationship is more matured, serious but fun. Her's and Nialls are lighter hearted, flirty. We get my favorite tea, and go home. Spending time with Emmett, and getting the rest of Skylar's stuff to Harry's house because she's staying with me. We stack up on food, trying to eat in as much as possible. Saving our money to buy memberabolias.
After we take the grocery’s home we go shopping, finding matching bracelets but my wrists are so small that they won’t fit me. Deciding on going to a real jewelry and buying rings engraved with our names. We put them on and keep them with us. We go to see all the sites then home. I haven’t had a day like this with Sky in a while, it dons on me. Were in London. I'm in London with my best friend, we've dreamed of this for so long but we've been blindsided by love. This isn’t a bad thing.
It starts to get late and I have to be at the doctor early. We head home. Emmett meets me at the door, he's probably hungry, I feed him and we put in a movie. My phone rings, it's Harry, then Sky's phone rings, it's Niall. I go into my room and she goes into hers. "Hello?" I answer. "I miss your voice already love." We talk only for a few minutes; I grab my laptop and turn it on. Turns out Harry's already set up everything so we can talk.
He gets online and we hang up. "Hi sweetheart" He says "I miss you, you’re so beautiful" He says. "Hi baby." We talk and laugh, I ask about his flight. "It was okay, tried to sleep but couldn’t get comfortable. I held my necklace like it was my life line." He says looking down at it. He asks about what I did today, "I missed you like crazy, but, we went out to eat, the looked at the scenery. We got matching rings," I show him what it looks like he smiles. I yawn, "Go on to sleep babe. You have a big day tomorrow." I shake my head no. I don’t want to leave him. I haven’t ever slept in this bed alone. Emmett starts scratching at the bed, I pick him up and he goes to the camera on my laptop, Harry laughs "Hey little buddy. You keep mommy safe for daddy okay?" Emmett lies down on my lap. We both laugh at him, "What time is your appointment?" "8." I yawn again, "Go, love." I finally give in, "Don’t shut your laptop, please? I have something for you." "What is it?" "Lay down. Get comfy."
I grab his hoodie what smells like him, place a pillow in his spot and put it on top. He's smiling at me. I start to blush, "You are so damn cute." I giggle, lying down and Emmett jumps up on the hoodie. Harry starts singing, a song I've never heard before. He wrote me a song. I smile and relax, the last thing I hear, is Harry's soothing voice say "I love you Leigh-Ann Rae, sweet dreams my love."
