Harry drove, stopping at Starbucks for muffins and coffee. On our way to the airport, I start to cry, Harry places his hand on the inside of my thigh and I clasp onto his arm for dear life. “I know baby.” He says, his thumb rubbing my thigh softly. We pull in and there stands the guys. I get out of the car without a word. Zayn comes over and hugs me “We’ll take care of him. You take care of yourself, I don’t know if any of us can handle almost losing you again.” I’m hold back tears now. Liam, Louis Niall and Zayn were just as protective over me as Harry was. I was their little sister and Harry’s love of his life. They hug me, each telling me something different. Harry is last. I drop my head; the pain I feel is unbearable. His hand finds my chin and pulls my face to his. He’s holding back tears too. I hug his neck so tightly, his arms around my waist holding as if he never is going to let go. I’m okay with that, I don’t want him to let go.
“It’s okay to cry Leigh.” He whispers, when I hear this tears burst out of my eyes. I press my lips on his. “Haz!” Louis yells, he has to leave now. “Please.” I whisper. “I know love.” He whispers wiping all my tears away. “I love you Harry. I love you so much.” I say to him. His lips find mine gently. “I love you more sweetheart. I’ll let you know when we land. Gemma will be here tomorrow. Please be safe. I can’t lose you.” “I see you in a week.” I say. I kiss him one last time. He starts to walk off; I feel the heat from him leave. I look down, tears clouding my eyes. I hear someone running, feeling someone grasp my harshly scares me, until I realize its Harry. “I love you. Leigh-Ann, I fucking love you.” “Harry. I love you so much.” We’re both crying together. This time he really has to go. His lips find mine one last time. He walks away, and turns to be right before he’s gone. Tears falling from his eyes. He waves, I try to smile for him but I can’t.
He’s gone. I sigh, wipe my eyes and then get a taxi. I can’t legally drive here so the car has to stay there. I go home, unlocking the door, the house already feel empty. The feel of being alone now is scary, last time I was completely alone I was raped. Skylar had gone home before they left for tour. So, here I sit. Alone. Emmett crawls onto the couch with me and I lay there, I’m exhausted from not sleeping last night. I quickly fall asleep. The vibration of my phone wakes me up, I get butterflies when I see Harry<3 show up. “Hello?” I say raspy since I had been asleep. “Hey beautiful.” He says back, his voice soothing and making me smile. “Hi.” I say. “What’s wrong?” He asks concerned, “Nothing. I just took a nap.” “Sorry to wake you.” He says. “Don’t be.” I say back breaking into a smile, knowing he is too. “How was your flight?” “I don’t know, slept the whole time.” I giggle at him. “I miss you already.” I say, “I’ve been missing you since I kissed you last.” We sit in silence, “You okay?” “Yeah, just a bit lonely. This house feels empty without you.” He chuckles, “What?” I ask, “I love you.” “I love you more. Sweetheart I gotta go. I’ll text when I can. Video chat tonight, promise.” “Have fun Harry. I love you so much babe.” “I love you too.” With that, he’s gone again.
