𝐂𝐨𝐝 𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

𝐒𝐨𝐚𝐩 ; 𝐞𝐱𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨...𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬? 𝐏𝐭𝟏&𝟐

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟏

March 10. I hate that day. That day he left me..
he left me for good.
Said that he would be gone for months and at there's no point in keeping this relationship going.
He kissed my cheek and walked out that apartment door.

When I walked into our little apartment everything of his was gone.
All his clothes, his shoes. Everything he owned was gone.
He took down all our pictures together and anything that had me and him in it.

He gave no good explanation on why this was over.
I told him I'd stay and wait, yet he left.
He left me. He left us. He left our home.
He left what we had made together.

Last thing I ever heard was he was in the army.
For years I was sad until finally getting over it, now every time I thought of him I got annoyed.
I had one picture of him and stapled it into a wall,
When I was mad I'd throw stuff at the picture.

My loneliness soon turned into happiness,
I was content with being alone.
People said I was weird for liking being alone but in all honesty, I loved it.
I loved every aspect of it.

That all came crashing down when I heard a knock one day.
Some man was out front of the door when I opened it.
My heart dropped when I heard his voice that day
"Hey....y/n?" He asked making sure it was me.
I made drastic changes too my body.
My hair was different and well I was different.

That day he asked if he could move in.
I almost laughed thinking this was some joke,
I ended up telling him he could stay for a week.
That awkward feeling was there all the time.
But now that one week went into two,
Then three, then for.

I eventually told him he could stay.
He'd half to pay half rent in which he accepted.

So now fast forward to now.
I know I know it's weird, I live with my ex.
Times are hard now and houses are expensive.
I honestly wanted him to leave at first but thought eh why not.
It was still a bit uncomfortable because he pranced around the house as if nothing happened all those years ago and to be fair it was a while ago, yes but how could I ever forget that day.

"So what you thinking of?" He asked looking at you
He popped my thinking bubble. Ass.
"Nothing. Do you need anything?" You asked getting annoyed suddenly
"I'm sensing a hostile environment right now" he said smiling

I rolled my eyes
"Eat shit. You should be lucky I let you here." You tell him
He gasped and put his hand on his heart
"Very hostile indeed" he said

"I was just asking if you wanted to go get groceries with me?" He asked
I looked over to ou-MY pantry. I did need some more food for this week.
I groaned a bit and nod eventually
"Fine fine." I said

He watched me before turning back to his chips he was munching on
"What a weird women..." he mumbled

"Cmon y/n! Where not going anywhere fancy!" He yelled
I just walked out the room and looked at him
"I'm ready you ass hat"

He looked at me up and down with no interest
"Ehh...ok then"
He said and walked out the door.

I have to walk fast just to keep up with his regular walking speed.
This man takes one step and for every one step I take three. I hate him being tall. Can't he be regular.

We got into the store and I pulled out a buggy
He walked beside me but a little in-front so I could follow him
All I could remember is how it used to be.
This exact same order.

My heart ached seeing him every morning.
Seeing his smile even though well I hope he knows and remembers what he did.
My anger over grew my sadness with him.

"Y/n?" He said
I hated him living with me. I did not hate him but I hate him living with me ok? I hate waking up knowing we aren't anything but basic roommates
"Y/n?" He asked again
I clenched onto the cart and glared at him
"What?!" I yelled
His smile fell and he coughs a bit
"I was..I was wondering if you wanted those chips you used to get?" He asked pointing to the bag

I looked over and shook my head, to hell with those chips they don't even taste the same.
"No. What else do you need?" You asked him
"Well I mean this is for us...do you not need any thing?any women products or what not?" He asked

"No I'll go to the store by myself for that." You tell him he was about to protest but you cut him off
"If you're done then we can go" you tell him
He closed his mouth and nodded walking behind you

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟐

Price watched you walk In front of him and to the line
Sitting his things down he smiled at the cashier before grabbing the groceries and walking out behind you and into his car
"Do you need me to stop anywhere else?"
He asked as he got in

You shook your head
"No. Im fine" you tell him
"But you said you need-" he got cut off
"I said I'm fine. Now let's go back to my place" you tell him

He didn't answer you back only nodding and started the car up again.
You looked out and I waited for the long drive back.
The awkward silence filled the small space of the car.

Soap would glance at you every so often.

Getting into the house he sat the grocery's on the counter
"I'm going in my room." You said and walked away from him.
As you sat at your desk you got a call from the guy you where talking to
"Oh my hello!" You said cheerfully
"Hm? Oh yes I can come tonight. At that lobster restaurant?" You asked
"Ok got it I'll be there" you said and hung up

You smiled to yourself
You had been seeing a guy but it wasn't that serious, maybe tonight would be the night that he'd make it official. Either way you'd get to eat lobster and free food.

Getting up you went to go take a shower thankfully it was connected in your room so you didn't have to see him.
You walked in took your shower, brushed your teeth as well.

"When it gets closer then I'll get ready." You said to yourself
You walked out of your room seeing John
"What are you doing?" You asked him
"Making myself some food" he said
You hum and go to the fridge

You grabbed some fruit before going back in your room.
John watched you
"Do you wanna watch a movie?" He asked
You looked at him
"No it's ok I gotta get ready in a little bit" you tell him

"Where you going?" He asked popping some chips in his mouth
"On a date" you said about to shut your door
Soaps smile went down
"Oh...so will you not be here tonight?" He says

"Yup." You shut your door
"Have fun..." he mumbled