Im done. pt.2

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(This is in Mattheos POV)

I stood there with tears streaming down my face, waiting for her to come back, to tell me this was a joke. I just let the women i care about more than anything else in the world... walk out of my life.

"Dude....." Blaise said "What did you do?"

"I'll tell you what he did." Astoria said in her annoying high pitched voice that sounded like a pig being chocked to death "He broke up with his nasty ass girlfriend for someone much more hotter and better." she said walking over and hugging my waist

"I think she broke up with him" Draco said

"Get. off. of. me." i said pushing her away

"baby?" she said

"don't you dare call me "baby"." i said "You knew i just wanted to make her jealous and I DEFENDED YOU. I TOLD YOU THE PLAN AND YOU SCREWED IT UP. WHY? WHAT DO YOU GET OUT OF IT?" i screamed at her

"I-I......" Astoria said

"I-I" i said mocking her "i don't wanna hear your excuses. get out of my sight" i said pointing to the door

She ran out of the room crying. I paced around the common room and stopped looking at the clothes y/n had thrown at me earlier. I walked over to them and picked up one of the shirts and smelled it. It smelled just like her.

"FUCK" i yelled and threw it in the fireplace. One by one i threw the clothes away.

"You fucked up." said Theo. Draco, Blaise, and Enzo nodding in agreement

"And you don't think i know that?" I said rubbing my hands through my hair

I ran up to my to my dorm and placed her necklace on my desk. I sat down and started to think about how to apologize. I know it was a shitty thing to try and make her jealous but how was i supposed to know Astoria would kiss me? you know? it not liked i talked to Astoria about cheating on y/n. I think the best thing i can do is talk to her. I walk over to my bed lay down a fall asleep.

When I wake up, I check the time and it's 12 in the morning. I decided that i need to talk to y/n now. It couldn't wait till morning. I get up, put on a sweatshirt and slippers, grab her necklace and walk up to her dorm. I knock and there's no answer. I knock again and Pansy opens the door.

"Ew.... what are you doing here?" She asks

"I need to talk to y/n" i say

"Im afraid i can't let you do that at this time. Come back and try again in a couple hundred years." she says trying to slam the door. I sneak my foot in right before it closes.

"please... it's urgent" i say begging

"fine but don't do anything..... stupider" she says looking me up and down and walking out to the common room

i walk in and see y/n laying on her bed. She's facing away from the door and says

"what do you want?"

"to talk" i respond

"what is there to talk about" she says, sitting up in her bed. Her eyes are blood shot.

"Look.. i know i said and did something's but all i wanted to do was make you jealous. I didn't plan on Astoria kissing me. Im really sorry..." i say sitting down on her bed looking at her necklace in my hands

"I know you didn't mean the things you said but i don't think i can forgive you that fast. Maybe this is for the better you know?" she said

I choked. How could she say that? I didn't realize that i was crying till she wiped a tear falling,which cause more to spill.

"You know you'll still have a special place in my heart and when we look back on the memories we will only remember the good ones." she says now she crying

"but i don't want to remember the good ones i want to make good ones." i say "please
y/n."

"Maybe in the future." she says. There's a moment of silence "There's an old saying" she says "If you love something let it go, and if it comes back it's meant to be."

I start to cry even harder. I don't want to come back i want to stay here. I want to stay in her arms, to hear her laugh, see her smile.

"i'll always love you. No matter what but we need a break" she says

"i love you y/n" i say grabbing her hand. i place the necklace in her hand and kiss the top just like she did to me hours earlier

"and i love you Mattheo" she says

I get up and walk towards her door. i open it, take one last look at her and walk out.

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i hope this didn't totally suck. lmk what you think. hope you liked it<3

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