i hate you. pt1

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Mattheo seems like he has been avoiding me for the past couple days and i wanted to talk to him about it. He had been going out with friends a lot more, never tried walking me to class or making an effort to talk to me, and not telling me where he goes when he goes out. I know that it's not really my business but i just want him to be safe.

I finally build up the courage to go up to him and ask. I walk up to him when he's in a group with his friends. "Hey Mattheo? Can I talk to you?" i ask. I look down at my hands that were shaking, then up at his friends who were staring at me, and then finally him who was towering over me and giving me a nasty glare. "Can't we just talk later?" he says all frustrated "Please Mattheo" i whisper pleading with him "later." he says sternly. "It's alright man just catch up with us later." Blaise says turning to me and send a sympathetic smile my way. The group of boys walked away leaving mattheo and i alone. "What do you want? and make it quick" he said tapping his foot and crosses his arms. "What is your deal?" i ask him, he had gotten on my last nerve and i was over him treating me like this. "What's my deal? What's your deal? Couldn't you have just let me hangout with my friends? you're being so annoying!" he says "I'm being annoying? Wanting to talk to my boyfriends who's been avoiding me for days is being annoying?" i say raising my voice "Yeah. Spot on actually. It's not like i'm going to spend every second of every day with you" "And I don't expect you to but maybe talking to me or making an effort would be nice" i say "OH MY GOD! you're so overbearing. why do you need to be with me 24/7? your so fucking clingy and it's getting on my last fucking nerve" he says. there was a moment of silence before i broke it. "oh........ well if this is how you ACTUALLY feel, maybe we shouldn't be together" i say looking up at him with tears streaming down my face. He looks down at me and i no longer see love like i used to, ........all i see is anger. "fine" he says turning around and walking away

I look down at my feet. the tears flowing like a stream and stinging my eyes. " YOURE NOT GOING TO FIGHT FOR US?!?" i scream, he stops and everyone turns around to watch "DID US MEAN NOTHING TO YOU?" i scream , he continues walking away "FUCK YOU MATTHEO RIDDLE. FUCK YOU. I FUCKING HATE YOU" i scream. i look around and see everyone staring at me. i turn around and speed walk to my dorm room. i slam the door and collapse against it. i pull my knees into my chest and sob.

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this one's longer. hope you enjoyed. btw TW for pt 2 (next chapter)

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