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It's been a month since Mattheo and i broke up. We see each other often but we don't bother to speak to each other. I haven't gone to collect my things because that means it's over... forever. And thank god because he hasn't come by either. But deep down I wish he would so it would be over with, so i could move on.
"hey y/n!" Astoria stalks up to me with pansy (she's your friend in this one) "How are you doing?"
"I'm doing better. It's gotten easier." i say shrugging my shoulders "It's hard you know?" I see him everywhere and that certainty isn't helping"
" Yeah i get that. I felt that way the first time Draco broke up" Astoria says. Pansy rolls her eyes
"That's not the same thing Astoria. You guys have broken up more times then i can count of my fingers" Pansy says
"That's not true!!" Astoria says "It's only been 9" she looks at her feet and whispers
I laugh. "I'm gonna go study before dinner. I'll see you guys later. Love you!" i say walking away
"Love you too!" they yell back
I unlock my dorm room and lock the door when i get back inside. I place my back pack on my bed and grab my Charms text book out. I start studying. I hear a knock at my door.
" One second" i yell. I get up and unlock my door
"I see you've been locking your doors." Mattheo says. I look up at him. His eyes are red and puffy..... and he's holding a box
"yeah...... what's that?" I ask
"I've been thinking.... and i think it's time to give you your stuff back...." he says. He has tears running down his face. "I'm really sorry. I'm sorry about How it's ended and how I treated you. You deserve better and I'm so so sorry i couldn't give you that." he starts crying harder. I grab the box and place it on my bed
"Would you like to come in?" i ask
"Are you sure?" he asks
"I wouldn't have asked if I wasn't." i say (not in a mean way)
I remove my bag and box onto my desk. we sit down on my bed, there's a moment of awkward silence.
"You were the better" I say breaking the silence
"What?" He asks
"Earlier you said that i deserve better... you were the better" i say fiddling with my fingers
"I'm really sorry that i wasn't a good boyfriend... I should have treated you better and i know i could say this all i want and it won't change anything. I want you to know i really love you and i didn't mean for any of this" he says
I grab his hand "You were the best boyfriend ever and we just grew apart and things like that happened. I know you love me and i love you and that's all i need to know. We didn't break up because we don't love each other. I sorry about how it all ended too but we can't be go back and change it" i say. I didn't even know i was crying till i felt one drop on my lap. "I think it's better if we spend some time apart"
He looks up at me "okay...." he gets up and walks to door "I love you" he says and walks out
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hope you enjoyed. I literally had no idea what i was gonna do for this and it took almost a whole damn week. okay bye✌🏻(edited i realized 2 hours after i posted this that i accidentally deleted pt 1. lemme know if u want me to remake or just keep it like this bc i feel like this could be one part but idk. lmk)
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Mattheo Riddle imagines and one shots
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