Then Leave pt 1 (recreation)

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I didn't have a great childhood and that's the reason i'm this way today. My parents had me when they were really young. My Mother was 18 and my Father was 19. 2 years after I was born my father passed away in a tragic accident, my mom never told me much because i was so little and i still don't know what really happened. Anyways, it broke my mother, she resorted to drugs and alcohol to cope with losing the love of her life. One day she dropped me off at the grandmothers house (her mom), she said she would come and get me but she never did and no one ever heard from her since. Because of this I have a fear of being alone, or lonely, or someone leaving my life.

Lately my boyfriend, Mattheo, has kind of been ditching me. Well i don't know if i should classify it as "ditching" because we do hangout but when we do it's for maybe at most an 45 minutes and i miss him. So i decide to call him.

I put my phone up to my ear and wait for him to answer.

"Hello love! How are you?" he says

"I'm good! I miss you though. Do you wanna hangout?" I ask

"yeah! i'll be over in 5. I love you!" he says

"I love you too!" I say and hang up

A couple Minutes later there's a knock at my door

"It's open!" I yell

Mattheo opens the door and walks in

"You should really be locking your door. It's not safe." he says. He walks up to my bed, i open my arms and he lays down on my chest. We stay there for a good 15 minutes.

"I have to leave in 15" he says and i groan "what's wrong?"

"It's just never get to hangout alone and when we do it's only for up to 45 minutes" i say

"What do you mean? We hung out 2 days ago." he says sitting up

"Yeah and you left 15 minutes later!" i say getting frustrated

"Well I'm sorry I have a social life and can't be with you 24/7!" He says raising his voice

"And i don't expect you to but i would like to think that MY boyfriend would like to hangout with HIS girlfriend!" I yell standing up

"I think it's time i leave." he says walking towards the door "Maybe leave this whole relationship!"

"THEN LEAVE!" I yell. he flinches at my tone. "YOU WANT TO GO HANGOUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS SO BAD JUST LEAVE!"

"Fine." He says and slams the door

I collapse to the ground. I couldn't breathe. It was like all the air in the room was sucked out. I loved him... i LOVE him and i wish he could understand how much i do but it feels a little one sided.

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I hope y'all like this. i deleted the original and this is the "edited" version. okay bye✌🏻

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