Insatiable (ON HOLD)

Part 13: Secret

School had started again. I was still going just had to wear baggy clothes so I didn't look so pregnant. It was now noticeable that I was pregnant, I was about 6 months now. "Diana! I didn't see you all summer!" Holly said, "yeah, I'm sorry I was so busy!" I replied, "why are you wearing that? It's so hot outside today!" Lottie said, "oh um I'm actually really cold and I get cold so easily!" I defended.

I walked into English class. The school had probably already told my teachers. Mr. Morris glanced at me with a concerned look. I noticed Carol Smith staring at me too. She knew. I knew the first signs that someone is pregnant and doesn't want people to know.
1. Baggy clothes.

After class I walked up to Mr. Morris's desk. "They told you?" I asked, "oh Diana. Um- y-yeah" he replied. "I'm sorry."
"No! There is nothing to be sorry about! I believe that this could have been prevented and I'm sorry that you and your boyfriend weren't educated" he replied. I feel like karma came for me because I used to make fun of Carol when she was pregnant and now this is happening to me! Why did I have to make fun of people like that!

After school me and William were hanging out at my house in the back yard. "Carol Smith definitely knows, she kept giving me glances" I said. William was sitting on a stool as I painted him on my easel. "Really?"
"I just really hope no one else finds out" I replied.
I kept on painting for a few minutes while we stayed silent. "Done!" I exclaimed. "Let me see!" I took the canvas off the easel and showed him, "woah it's so good!" He replied, "that one is gonna be the big break through! You should name it my handsome boyfriend!" He said. I laughed, "I think I'll name it my fuck face boyfriend!" I laughed.

The days went on and no one else suspected anything. About a month went by that's when it happened. Luckily it happened at home but I passed out and was put on bed rest. "Sweetie maybe this is for the better especially if you don't want your classmates to find out" my dad said. "I guess you're right" I replied. It was morning and Delilah was going to school and dad was going to work. I had to be home alone. I did most of my time watching my favorite show Dynasty.

Then it was Halloween time and Delilah was going to Destiny's Halloween party. She was wearing my strawberry shortcake costume I wore a few years ago. "You're so amazing Delilah, I'll never be that skinny again!" I cried. "I have to go now, Diana!" Delilah said, "bye love you!" I said as she ran out. "Time to get back to my show!"

Then a couple weeks later I was laying on my bed staring at the ceiling. I touched my belly, I was about 8 and half months now. "When are you gonna come out baby?" I said out loud. Then I felt a sharp pain. "Ow!" Then it happened a few moments later. Then I realized. "Oh fuck!" I yelled.
I walked into the kitchen where dad and Delilah were. "So sorry to interrupt but dad I think I'm going into labor" I said. "Oh gosh! Delilah grabbed the baby bag, Diana go to the car and I'll call William!" He said in a panic.

We got to the hospital and into a room. They didn't let Delilah in for some reason. It was probably for the better. They had a look, down there and the nurse looked at me confused, "so um- you are 8m dilated, this baby is coming now!" She said. "Oh shit!" I said. William grabbed my hand, "hey it's okay, Diana I'm right here and you're dad is right here!" He said. "Let me see you be pregnant for 9 months and birth and child out of your p*ssy!" I yelled.
Most of Labor was me swearing and screaming. "Oh holy lord Jesus!" I yelled as I held on tighter to Willie's hand. "Diana, my hand is turning blue"
"Shut the f*ck up, William!" I yelled.

My labor was only about 10 hours which was short for labor. I was so sweaty and gross and exhausted. But the first time I heard my baby's cry I had an epiphany. I had just pushed a real human out of me, my son. The nurse gave me my baby. Tears filled my eyes. I looked at Willie, tears were in his eyes too as he looked down at our child. "He's beautiful" I said, "he must take after me" he joked, "William, I will not name this kid after you, I'll make this name Diana after me!"
The nurse came over again, "so do you have a name for your little one?" She asked, "yes. It's Carson William Gray."
Everything was gonna be okay. I knew it right at this very moment. My life definitely started early but maybe this was a blessing in disguise. my life was not over, it was just beginning.