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'Can You Feel My Heart' By Bring Me The Horizion
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Ian's POV
The way her bare skin feels rubbing up against my chest, the way she moans, every time I grab her ass, how her nipples grow as I suck around her sensitive area. How amazing she must feel. Just a random girl I picked up. After seeing her on stage, watching how she danced on stage, the feelings I felt as I got lost in my thoughts. All of those factors lead me to here. Trying to get off, with... Sarah?. Shit. I don't even remember her name.
"Ahh, baby you make me so wet." the girl moans in my ear. I don't know what is happening to me. This girl who is riding me. She is hot, she has a perfect rack, a nice little ass, and a tiny waist. And yet, I can't seem to keep focused. I can't seem to stay up.
I pick the girl off of me and toss her to the side of the couch, and I automatically start the search for my clothes.
'I give up' I say to myself in defeat.
"Baby, come here. I'm not done with you just yet" this girl says. She tries to climb back on me, but she fails as I push her away.
"Sarah, look you were good to me, but I got a show to get ready for. Which means you got to leave." I toss her, her clothes "Now"
"My name Jess, you jackass" she snapped, with rage flowing throw her lips.
"Does it look like care, get out of my bus!" I opened my bus door, and directed for her to leave.
A slap across my face, and a good door slam was all she left me with.Whatever, she was the one over reacting. I grab a bag of chips out of the cabinet, and wonder over to my suit case on my bunk. I pull out my black v-neck shirt and put it on. I decided to put my same black cut-off jeans on.
I headed over to the bathroom, and look in the mirror. I look different. I can't exactly put my finger on it but its there. I rub my hands over my face, then through my hair. Not only do I look different, feel different too.
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"I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not feel at all. The higher I get, the lower I'll sink I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim. Can you feel my heart!!"
"Thank you for coming and good night!" I screamed in the mic, as the music was coming to an end, the crowd was easing down.
"Shit man, I think that crowd was better then yesterday!" Frankie said as he and the other followed me off stage.
He was right, this crowd was so intoxicating, they made me forget all about my problem earlier. Now that the show is over, and the fans are starting to leave the fair ground, it is time for this guy, to get drunk. They have a good 3 hours till everything is packed up. But we all head towards Arizona in about an hour. I'm actually pretty stoked to get out of here. These last few days here in California have been nothing but a huge fucking weight on my dick. I just hope being in a different state, with a different mind set will help get me back to normal.
"Hey guys, just leave you gear here, and we got it. Just head back to the tour buses while we start breaking all this down." one of the stage managers told us.
We all nod in agreement and head towards our bus.
"Here you go man". Jake says. He tosses me a beer from the cooler, and I grab a lounge chair from the storage underneath the bus, and flop on it. Now this feels like me. Just chilling with my boys, drinking a cold one, and getting pumped about this tour.
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