GONE.

Chapter 12.

Faith's POV

This can't be real. He can't be standing right in front of me. I saw him walk up to me. I see his lip moving, but I all hear is the faint sound of bullshit, and the fast beats of my heart.

"Faith can we talk please" he begs, through is dark brown eyes. Why...why is he here. Why do I feel like my whole being is just going to fall apart. Every wall. Every fucking wall I have rebuilt, has just been caught on fire, by the same arsonist who brunt them down years ago.

"So I just hope we can be friends" he says, knocking me out of my daze. Oh, you've got to be fucking kidding me.

"I really hope for your sake, you're already drunk" I snap, I'm so pissed. I can feel the blood in my veins starting to boil.

"What?...nnno Faith, I just want us to move pass this and.." He says shocked.

I take a few steps closer to him and raise an eyebrow. "And what Danny? Be the best of friends? Fuck that!" I growl.

He opens his mouth to reply, but I cut him off. "How dare you! What makes you think, you can just come up to me like this." I can feel the tears building up in my eyes. "You broke me! And now when I'm doing something that makes me forget, something that makes me heal, you have to show up and rip it all apart." The tears have started to fall from my eyes.

He places his hands in his back pockets, and his eyes grow gray. "Faith..I really don't want you to be mad." he replies quietly.

"I'm mad at myself Danny,not you. I'm mad for always being nice when I talk about you, I'm mad for always apologizing for things you did. I'm mad for getting attached, for making you my life, for thinking I could depend on you, and wasting my time on you, But most of all, I'm mad, that you made me hate you." I cry, wiping my eyes with the back of hand.

"Faith, I just want to apologize. I know I hurt you, I know I did. I was stupid. I let the best thing that has ever happened to me go" he softly says, as he tries to grab my hand.

"Don't!" I push him away."Don't fucking touch me!"

I don't get it. I just don't know how someone can leave a person who they claimed was their 'true love', their 'everything', their 'world'. Just to leave them for another person they hardly know. Doesn't he fucking understand how much I have been through.

"Faith...please" he begs. I can't do this. I can't breathe. I feel like I'm going to pass out. I want to bash his head in. I want him to feel every ounce of pain he inflicted on me. But I also want to run, I want to drink this pain away.

He steps closer to me once more. "Faith Please, don't act this way, I need you to know how I miss...." he began to say, but before he could finish his sentence, I punch him right in his stupid jaw.

"I hate you Danny. Can't you see that! You made me this way. Because of you I can never be truly happy again." I cry, as I continue to hit him. I smack and push on his chest. "I want to hear you say it!" I say through my tears.

"What Faith!, what do you want!" he yells, as he grabs my wrists.

I yank my arms away from him. "Tell me! Tell me how you never loved me. Admit it!" My tears are starting to burn my cheeks.

Just as he was about to say those words, a voice interrupts him.

"Hey man, get away from her!" a familiar voice says. As he breaks Danny and I apart and stands in-front of me.

Ian.

What is he doing here? He looks mad, he is red in the face, his jaw was tightened and he's clinching fist, as he stands with his shoulders back,with narrow eyes at Danny.