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Also the songs featured in this chapter, are 'Breathing' by Yellowcard and 'Heart Of Me' By Green River Ordinance
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Faith's POV
My heart is racing, my eyes keep blinking, as I try and keep these tears away. 24 months, its has been 24 damn months since I've wrote this song, and yet I still can't sing it without a few tears leaving my eyes.
"I need a drink" I tell Hayley, as we were getting out guitars in their black cases. "Oh girl, you know I need one too"
We began walking to the crowed area to grab our drinks. In the background I heard the next group come on. I was about to look and see, but Jax came up to is.
"Here you go ladies" Jax said, with a grin on his face. He handed us each a red cup. "What the heck is this, oh..fuck!!" Hayley says coughing , after she took a big swig of the liquid in the cup.
"Well, its what I like to call, a cock fight." His replied,as his grin grew.
"That didn't answer my question. I'm I going to die?" Hayley cry's, as she spits on the ground.
"Yeah, dude. What is in this." I sniff my cup, and my nose wrinkles to the fumes. Damn that smelled strong.
"You wuss ass females, its only Balkan 176 Proof Vodka, with a splash of coke" he chuckles, like it wasn't a poison in a cup.
"Bitch!" Hayley screamed, while shoving his shoulder.
"Where in the world did you get this from?" I asked raising my eyebrows, while sticking my tongue in the caramel colored drink. Where was this drink, when I needed it the most. To numb my whole body, my whole mind.
"A patient gave it to my father a few months back, after he saved his daughter. And since dad doesn't drink he gave this sexy thing to me"
Jax's dad -Miles James Lotniss, he is the owner of the hospital we all worked at, and the top Dr. in the West Coast. He has been mentioned in countless, magazines, articles, and online interviews. He is the Dr. every kid wants to be in med school. Lucky for Jax, he was his son. Jax, never really planed on being in the medical field, but I guess once he left high school, and he traveled the world for a bit, it actually became clear to him, that he was meant to help heal. Jax told me about this one time he was over in Malaysia, and there was this huge car accident. Well Jax, being well Jax and knowing exactly what to do, he ran over and helped. That day he saved 3 people, simply just by applying pressure, keep wounds clean, and making tourniquet out of his shirt, that he ripped into strips. Once the paramedics arrived they were so amazed that they even offered him a job at hospital in the capital there. He turned it down of course. The next day, he took a plane back to the states and signed up for nursing school. He graduated top of the class.
"Give me that shit" Hayley said snatching the beer out of his hand.
I laughed, and took a sip of the drink. The burn down my throat, was something I was way to familiar with. I wrinkled my nose and started to walk towards the stage.
"And I can feel you breathing. And it's keeping me awake. Can you feel it beating? My heart sinking like a wave," He sang.
I stopped,and my eyes caught the crystal blue, soft eyes of the man, with an amazing voice. The voice, you picture singing when you watch a cheesy romantic movie and the music starts in the background, when the boy is about to kiss the girl. The part everyone cry's at.
He looked straight at me smiling, almost like he was singing to me. Ian Wilson. Great.
Ian's POV.
My mouth is moving, as I'm gripping the mic. But as I sing these last few verse I keep searching the crowd.
Just. One. More. glace. That's all I need, just to see hhhh....
There she is, even more beautiful then when I saw her 20 minutes ago , she has her hair up in a messy bun, a smile on her face, with a red cup in her hand, and a jacket just covering her shoulders hiding the view of that green bra. Since the sun went down, the night has brought a cool breeze, to this California town. I keep singing, just staring at the woman I crave to know more about.
"Alright, for our second song, this is". 'Heart Of Me'' I said unknowingly in the mic. Look at me. Is what I wanted to say.
Jake strums his guitar, as I press my lips together waiting for my que, to start. She sips her drink, and I couldn't help but smile as she wrinkles her nose. She's every type of adorable.
"I'm without her but it's clear that she belongs here" I sang to her.
It almost caught me off guard when her eyes met mine. That second all I wanted to do was jump right off that stage and run to her...but I re-framed myself. My eyes softened, when I noticed that she had a small smile on her lips. Her perfect, soft looking lips.
Why am I thinking this. I know absolutely nothing about this girl. Yet, when I look at her, I feel these things I've never felt before, like I can't control any mental thought, or any verbal word that comes from my mouth when I'm around her.
Okay, it's not like, I've never talked to a girl before. Hell, I've done way more then talked with girls. If you google image me, you will get about 50-60 pictures of me with a different girl. Shit, isn't that part of the rockstar life, fucking a different girl every night. But all these girls were just a way for me to release tension. Every time, I slip into a new girl, its like I had a taste of what love could be. Especially since these girl would say...well more like scream how much they loved me. But every time was the same. I would bust in the condom, go to the bathroom without a word, shower, come out ask her why she was still here, and that usually ended in one or two ways. I get slapped in the face, or kicked in the balls. But hey, it was the price to pay, for me to feel something.
Yet here I am, the master of getting pretty much any girl I wanted, and yet I couldn't get myself together, or let alone get myself to forget about this one girl.
The guitars stop, the crowd claps, and my face falls. Where the is she going now?
Before I knew it, I jump off the stage and ran towards her.
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Novela Juvenil"God, you are such an ass!" I screamed at him "Really, Faith. Cause I'm pretty sure I told you from the beginning. I don't do relationships...... And a matter of fact, neither do you. So why are you acting like this!" He growls. He was clenching his...
