I always believe in one of a myth - when things are too great than normal, there will be a sudden slide to the bottom, and you will get very miserable.
I listened to songs that I used to listen when I first left Noah - "Let Her Go" by Passenger, "happier" by Olivia Rodrigo, "We Don't Talk Anymore" by Charlie Puth, and tons more.
As I sat there, surrounded by the haunting melodies of heartbreak and loss, I couldn't help but wonder if my belief in the myth was true.
Was I doomed to experience the same pattern of happiness followed by devastation, time and time again?
But then, a new song caught my attention. It was a catchy tune, with upbeat lyrics and an infectious rhythm. It was called "Sunroof" by Nicky Youre, and as I listened to the words, I felt a sense of hope stirring within me.
I realized that I didn't have to be a prisoner to my own beliefs. I could choose to break the pattern, to rise above my fears and doubts, and to embrace the beauty and joy that life had to offer.
With a newfound sense of determination, I stood up and began to dance to the music, letting the rhythm carry me forward. As the song ended, I felt a sense of lightness and freedom that I hadn't experienced in a long time.
A song call "ExBox" caught my attention. It was like nothing I had heard before. The lyrics were empowering, urging me to let go of the past and embrace the present. I found myself nodding along to the beat, feeling the music fill me with a sense of energy.
I feel that I have to change something. I realized that I still love Noah, a lot. I've never never love someone this much.
Should you just let go of him?
My mind asked myself.
You won't meet someone like this in your life anymore. My heart was pounding.
As I struggled with my conflicting thoughts and emotions, I decided to go to the balcony in my room to clear my head. The fresh air and felt rejuvenating, and I felt a renewed sense of clarity.
My neighbour, Anthony was playing a song quite loud. He was vibing through the song called "As It Was" by Harry Styles, nodding as the beat goes. Noah used to love this song a lot. I felt my worries melt away as I listened to the song.
I realized that, despite my doubts and fears, I couldn't ignore my feelings for Noah. He is a special person in my life, and I knew that I had to find a way to make things work.
It was around seven in the evening. With a newfound sense of courage, I picked up my phone and texted Noah.
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My Life: Tangled Hearts
Romance*prequel of My Life: Fading Flames* Because Jane's parents realized that she was dating a guy at school, both of them banned her from using her phone. She was out of her mind and decided to break up with her boyfriend, Noah. After a few months, Jane...
