"I still feel like crying," I messaged Amelia after school.
"'Cause of what? Him again?"
"I mean, yes but also no."
"Don't care about him, fuck him, useless piece of shit," she said.
"Will you find me annoying saying all these?" I asked.
"Noooo," she replied, "The only person I'll find annoying is him lmao."
"Wow, hahaha,"
"I mean, you can cry. But it's just to let out of your feelings, not because of the relationship, don't do it because you feel guilty or whatever," Amelia wrote in a long sentence.
"Yeah," I agreed with her.
"Don't look at him in class, control yourself. But when you did, hit your head, pinch yourself, do anything painful to yourself, make your body know this is the consequences if you look at him."
"Hey, I think we have the same brain. I'm always doing this all the time," I said jokingly.
"That's a great step, Jane!"
"Yeah,"
"Let me tell you, he isn't worth your tears," she said. "Why?" I asked. I know it sounded stupid of me to ask it.
"Well, he's just oversensitive. Don't you think you're the one who's always there for him when he was down, and never vice versa?"
I kept silent.
"You're always the therapist friend for him. How about him? When you're low, he always said, 'But you see, I used to...' Does it sound familiar? He only thinks he's the most pitiful person in the world!" Amelia exclaimed.
"Well, yeah. It does sound familiar," I replied.
"That's the point! He's not worth it! You'll find someone better after him!"
"But, I've never loved a person this much, and been hurt for this much," I said.
"Put the love beside you, he hurt you, right? Didn't care about your feelings, blaming you. He didn't explain the whole true story to his friends, and his friend came and blame you as well."
"I know you miss him, you love him so much, Jane. But remember how he and his friends hurt you, don't go back to him, he isn't worth it,"
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My Life: Tangled Hearts
Romance*prequel of My Life: Fading Flames* Because Jane's parents realized that she was dating a guy at school, both of them banned her from using her phone. She was out of her mind and decided to break up with her boyfriend, Noah. After a few months, Jane...
