Chaos

Unsaid

I want to say thousands of words,

Words that have been prisoned in my chest for years.

Words that are silently making holes in my heart to get out.

So I take a deep breath,

And open my dried mouth,

My heart gives a painful thud ,

And I stop.

My tongue captured between my teeth,

And my breath unable to leave my shaking body,

I watch you getting further and further.

I open my mouth again.

You take another step away from me.

I close it ,as you take another step

Another foot

Another yard

And suddenly your out of sight ,

And I'm left alone with thousands of unsaid words,

Wondering if you have ever been here.

I open my mouth

I sigh

I close it again.

A/N
I suddenly decided to update. maybe to celebrate 2k reads?
You guys surely deserve poems better than this, but sorry I'm in the middle of a chaos these days! Ironic, isn't it?
Also I desperately want you, my lovely readers, to pray for me.

Love
Niloufar xx