a drug, i say
like a drug i never wish to be clean of
such highs and such lows
from one little drug
not even a full dose
and im under your influence
the high fades and im left alone
in this ocean of despair and fear
everyone advises against you
its not illegal
but certainly immoral
and more than a little dangerous
but they havent done this before
they havent been where ive been
they havent seen you, tasted you
gone through those highs at such lows
you brought me higher then i ever thought i could be
and yet
you dug my grave
so much deeper then i thought was possible
is there no void to reach?
only an endless pit, digging lower and lower
each time i indulge
its not even the real thing now.
only knock offs and whatever fake
i can get my hands on
it doesnt taste the same.
it doesnt feel the same
it doesnt get me as high as you did
yet somehow,
your lows still seep in
through the fakes
through whatever i try to distract myself with
somehow your lows have stayed
despite it all
i love your drug
im absolutely addicted
and everyone says its bad
yet i never wish to be clean
never without you
any of you.
YOU ARE READING
"you died!"
Poetryand the world said, i love you, because you are love (or, poems from blank.) (proceed with caution: contains heavy topics)
