Not Just A Hallucination

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Yeosangs's pov

I was in the a cafe near our school with Woo and Seonghwa hyung as we came here to study after school. But I just can't stop thinking about him..
It's been 2 weeks since Jongho left.. I miss him. And also, my mid term exams started so I have to study alot. I told him that I might not be able to text or call him cause of studies and he was ok with it.. I also found an excuse to start avoiding him as I found out that if you want to stop your feelings for someone, you need to be distant from them. I feel really bad tho.. But there isn't another option so.. I Have to do this.

"Kang Yeosang!!" I felt someone shake me by my shoulder, making me startled. It was Seonghwa hyung

"We've been calling you since so long..what are you thinking about??" Woo asks, looking at me. I scratch the back of my neck as I was embarrassed

"Nothing..." I lie to them, and they obviously noticed it cause we know each other a bit too well.

"Yeo..if you're lying, at least try to make it believe-able.." Hwa hyung says and Woo agrees. I look down and bite the inside of my cheek .

"Sangie, is something bothering you?you can tell us..maybe we can help you.." Hyung continues.

"Yea..you know we won't judge you .but we won't pressure you neither,..it's ok if you don't want to yet." Woo says and hyung hums. They know that the only reason I don't really share my feelings is that I'm afraid of being judged..but I know they'll never judge me or anyone else so, I decide to tell them.

"I...I'm crushing on Jongho.." I say and look down again.

"Wait really??" Hyung asks, he was kind of surprised while Woo wasn't.

"I mean..I'm not surprised. You flirt with him so much so.." He says and shrugs. This bitch--

"He's just really cute whenever he's shy or flustered so.." I reply, Seonghwa hyung letting out an, "Awwhh" cause he found it cute, I rest my hands on the table as I was about to speak again.
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"But the thing is.. Once we were playing truth or dare and I asked him that does he have a crush, he said he has one.. "I say, making their expressions change.

"What..??" Woo says, while hwa hyung still trying to process.

"Yeah.. And I don't even have a chance with him after all.. He already likes someone else.. " I ask, he wanted to say something but didn't say it..I didn't get why tho.

"if I even get the confidence and confess to him, it will most likely ruin our friendship..and I don't want that to happen..I can't loose a friend like him!!" I continue, he nods in response.

"But..are you sure you want to do this tho? I mean..you shouldn't be hurting your own feelings cause you don't want to ruin your friendship.." Hwa hyung says.
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"I'm sure hyung..and let's not talk about this now?" I say, both of them nodding.

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I can't sleeppp🤸🏻‍♀️🕳️

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Edit(25/05/2023)
So I changed this chapter a lil bit (and maybe the plot too)as a random person dm'd me saying I'm copying someone else's story, he even sent a screenshot to me and it was indeed similar but I never heard the name of that story so.. I told them that it's a coincidence but they didn't listen and Threatened me to change it or else they're gonna report my account(which I don't fking want;-;)
I couldn't update for the past 4-5days Cuz I was kinda busy and that person kept blowing up my dms..

If you're reading this, I hope you're finally happy that I changed even though I didn't copy anything.

-Akay^^