Yeosangs's pov
"Oh-I- I'm so sorry, it just slipped out of my mouth-" I stutter out, totally embarrassed, but I get interrupted
"Hyung, hyung, hyung, it's totally okay, it happens.." Jjong says and I calm myself down a bit.
"Are you sure...? That you're not uncomfortable..?" I ask him
"What? No, why would I be uncomfortable??"
"Um.. Back then, about 2 years ago, I joked and said 'I love you' to a male friend, he said that I'm disgusting and.. Our friendship ended.." I reply
"What the fuck.. Why would he call you disgusting??" He says, he was clearly kinda angry. A part of me thought that his anger is really hot but, this isn't the time to think that.
"Jjong, calm down. Let's just continue the game" I say, trying to change the topic.
"Okay,.. Truth or dare" He asks me
"hm.. Truth" I choose
"so..when did Wooyoung and you become friends?" He asks me. I can't hide this from him, even if I can, it can't be for too long.. He deserves to know..
"I.. I don't remember" I say while looking at another direction
"if you're wondering why..
When I was 9, me and my mom were home alone, dad was out of town. We heard the doorbell ring and mom answered it, she was taking a lot of time so I decided to check.. When I got to the door, I saw her and three other men talking, or more like arguing, I walked closer to her. Two of the men had a really hard metal thing, one of them attacked mom.. Right in front of my eyes, before I could do anything, the other guy attacked me. That's all I remember before waking up after 4 months, because of that, I don't really remember anything from my childhood.. "
I took a pause as a tear rolled down my cheek. Jjong noticed it and wiped it with his hand. I look at him, he was already looking at me with the softest eyes that I've ever seen.
"Hyung..it's okay, don't cry" He softly says and I calm down a bit. I don't know why, his presence always makes me feel..safe.
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Okay so.. I've tho about this for some time and, I've decided that I'm gonna quit writing this book.. I realised its wayy harder than I thought.. And I'm sorry to those who read this book.. Please try to understand.
-Akay
Hehet..It's April 1st the day I published this chapter lol 😂
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